>>>A WaLk To ReMeMbeR...<<<

One step at a time

2011-09-29T19:48:00.001+10:00

So I went to see the consulatant at GradSolution today. I met them awhile ago, during the DownUnder Expo. Since I'm so worry about my fate as a future graduated bitch, I decided to make an appointment to explore my future career options. I went there 40 minutes late, well I have more important things to do like getting a new haircut. The hairdresser, god!!! he's fucking hot. So, fashionably late as usual I introduced myself as the bitch that they met a few weeks back. And then they asked me to wait and filled some paper work.

Then this asian lady came up to me and started introduced herself as the consultant today. And she started talking about how hard it is to get a permanent residency in Australia especially if you don't have a full time job. And she told me, I even have to pay about $400 just to apply for the temporary visa. Once again, JUST TO APPLY.. I was like DAMN! That's hardcore! and then to get a full time job in related field I need to have a related work experiences. Well, the only experiences that I have at the moment is, waiter in several places. How can I compete with all australian. Even I find it hard to survive as a student in Monash. How can I survive as a graduated student, looking for a job.

The good thing is that, the promised me the will help me to add some working experiences before graduation which is in 9 months, Well I hope they told me the truth. And towards the end of the consultation she started talking about packages bla ba bla.. When I went up there, I didn't realized I have to bring some cash cuz apparently I need to pay some fee.. I thought that was FREE! Another awkward moments when I have to explain to them that I may have some money crisis at the moment. Argh!! Why now! This is too embarrassing!..

Anyway, I just have to make up my mind from now on because I don't have much time left to think it over! It's my future!! God help me making this big decision!

Here we go again!

2011-09-29T05:22:00.007+10:00

Wow, it's been awhile since my last post..! and know all of a sudden I have these urges to say a few words in here... Well, it's mainly because I can't sleep, again.. Thanx to my 26 hours sleep yesterday.

Anyway, since my last post (Oct 30 2010), a lot of things happened and I forgot to update them in here. Probably because I prefer to share them on my twitter (follow me here). A few weeks after, I started working at the International of Brighton as a waiter. I met a lot of beautiful people. It makes me wonder why am I the only one who isn't beautiful!! I've seen so many different cultures, saw so many beautiful wedding, watched so many beautiful couple who is madly in love, witnessed different and some weird behavoirs, and learned a lot of things that made me who I am today. I have to say, I'm so lucky to even considered to be a part of them and still there until now.

I once felt like I'm an outsider for a long time, built a wall round me and since then, I've learned how to deal with my insecurities, to let people in and most importantly to appreciate everything and everyone around me. Learned how to compromised the differences and the challenges. To deal with a lot of pressures and also learned how to accept who I am.. I'm so lucky that I met someone who treat me with respect and even call me a best friend. Nobody ever made me feel special, worth something and made me happy.. Thank you my friend!

I'm still living at the same house. Still going strong and breathe the same air. Even I have done so many crazy things in this house. I must say I'm so lucky in a lot of things this year. I got the best result 2nd semester last year considering how bad it was on my first semester. Well, it was good to have a wake up call once in a while. And then, last semester, I'm pretty sure I'm failing at least 3 units. I couldn't even finished some questions but, luckily I passed everything. I even had to check my result a hundred times wondering why did I passed! Anyway, that was the best feeling since SPM 2005.

My sister getting married to the love of her life, the same guy that she's in love with 5 years ago. That's what we call true love. I must say, her husband is a very good man. She's so lucky. My sister has done so many great things in her life. Everyone loves her, she turned out to be an independent and decent woman that I ever met, the same little girl that protected me as a little boy about 20 years ago. Gosh, I feel so old... She graduated succesfully, working in one of the biggest company in Malaysia. All her friends love her because yes, she is lovable. I wish that I can be someone like her..

And now, I'm preparing for my future. I wanna take control of my destiny. I want to make a big decision in my life. Taking risks and see what this life takes me to. We'll find out in a few months from now. For now, I need to finish this. Until the very end. I ain't no quitter!

"Fireworks" by Katy Perry

2010-10-30T12:12:00.002+11:00

Another new song today.. This is the first song from her that is not about sex innuendo (Kissed a Girl), teenager's sex dream (Teenage Dream), an ocean of candy with her laying naked on the cotton candy's cloud (California Gurl), a wild temperature fluctuation (Hot & Cold), a lost lover (Thinking of You) or waking up in a casino city (Waking Up in Vegas)... well,in a shorter words, this is the first inspirational song from her.. it is a right song for those who have insecurities and low self-esteem.. the same theme with Lauper's True Colors... Most of us can relate this song to their lives.. Those who deals with body image, sexual orientation ie Homosexuality, bully, domestic violence and everything that falls into insecurities... That's all I can say... the song speaks for itself... and why don't we all sing together with the song and try to understand the message..

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

"Waiting Outside the Lines" by Greyson Chance

2010-10-30T06:40:00.000+11:00

Finally, the Gaga's "Paparazzi" fame is here to perform his debut single from his new album released under Ellen DeGeneres's recording label, ElevenEleven... Anyway, at first I kinda hate song, probably because his "Shakira's wannabe" sound... But when I listen over and over again, I love it more especially the message behind the song.. It's meaningful... Let's just watch the world premier of the song on Ellen DeGeneres Show (that I posted on my account youtube.. Don't forget to subscribe.... hahaha.... Enough with self-promotion!!!)...

Enjoy the Lyrics.....

You Never Enjoy Your Life

Living Inside the Box

You're So Afraid of Taking Chances

How Are You Gonna Reach the Top?

Rules and Regulations

Force You to Play it Safe

Get Rid of All Hesitations

It's Time For You to Seize the Day

Instead of Just Sitting Around

Looking Down on Tomorrow

You Gotta Let Your Feet off the Ground

The Time is Now...

[Chorus]

I'm Waiting... Waiting.... Just Waiting

I'm Waiting.. Waiting Outside the Lines...

Waiting Outside the Lines... Waiting Outside the Line

Try to Have No Regrets

Even if It's Just Tonight

How You Gonna Walk Ahead?

If You Keep Living Blind

Stuck in the Same Position

You Deserve So Much More

There's a Whole World Around Us

Just Waiting to Be Explored

Instead of Just Sitting Around

Looking Down on Tomorrow

You Gotta Let Your Feet off the Ground

The Time is Now... Just Let it Go!

Don't Want to Push You to Smile

I'm Here to Help You Notice the Rainbow

Cuz I Know What's in You is Out There

[Chorus]

I'm Trying to Be Patient

The First Step is the Hardest

I Know You Can Make it

Go Ahead and Take it

[Chorus]

You Never Enjoy Your Life

Living Inside the Box

You're So Afraid of Taking Chances

How Are You Gonna Reach the Top?

Insomnia

2010-10-23T21:28:00.000+11:00

Quote of the Day

2010-10-19T19:17:00.000+11:00

"Only Girl in the World" - Rihanna

2010-10-15T06:19:00.004+11:00

Finally it's here.... I really like the song... As usual, she never disappoint me because every Rihanna's fast track always makes me wanna dance.. and sounds current.. and fresh... it's currently #3 on billboard.... another hit maker I see.... this track actually the lead single for her upcoming album "Loud".... if anyone still remember her #1 hit "Don't Stop the Music" this is the improved version of that song.... and a little bit sounded like Enrique's "I Like it"... don't you think....?

anyway, there's something wrong with this music video... all I see is read...!! it's red everywhere!!! I can't even see her face because her hair is so LOUD.... probably that's where she choose her album title.... don't get me wrong bcuz she's pretty and all, but she can do better than this... it's just not appealing for me, and not related to this song.... the only thing that I can I can see is that, she's the only one in this video... oh yes....!! that's where this video makes sense.... anyway, just enjoy the video.... shut up and play...!!

and sing.... :-)

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

[VERSE 1]
I want you to love me, like I'm a hot guy
Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like
So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight
I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one...

[VERSE 2]
Want you to take me like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

[BRIDGE]
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Oh make it last all night
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Make it last all night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...

Quote of the Day

2010-10-09T23:09:00.000+11:00

"Don't Let Anyone Ever Make You Feel Like You Don't Deserve What You Want"

~ Heath Ledger, 10 Things I Hate About You (1999) ~

Wake Up Call!

2010-10-08T18:38:00.000+11:00

I found this notice board under Hargrave library and my eyes stuck on one of the paper pasted on the board.... It says the truth... with a little bit of bias.. but I'm 80% agree on what it says....

"It's not who you are that makes up the person but what you do that defines you... That is, anyone who told you that "that it's not your fault you were born this way" to make you feel better about yourself was lying"

What do you guys think?

Live & Learn

2010-10-06T22:36:00.002+11:00

Who says we need to go to classes/lectures/lab to learn something? Everyday is lesson, the only different is that we don't take final exam very often. It's once in a lifetime that's when the immortal life begin. We only take quizzes once in a while, sometimes we remember them and sometimes we don't. There's always carry marks and remember, the only one who can give them is God, not your friends, family or even our enemies. They can always guide us on how to answer the "quizzes" or the other way around. Bear in mind, not all friends help and not all enemies destroy. Take notes on how to interpret everything that happen in our lives.

Well, this is what I found on the internet and it inspires me to write this post. Remember, I'm not a wise-man. There are tons of things that went wrong in my life but reading these things that we can learn from life give me chills. I'm not the only one who lives this way and I believe, there are thousands of possibilities out there waiting for me to discover.

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's okay to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's okay to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over-prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come.

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

"A REAL FRIEND IS ONE WHO WALKS IN WHEN
THE REST OF THE WORLD WALKS OUT

*Courtesy of Regina Brett, The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio

Unthinkable

2010-10-04T15:44:00.001+11:00

"If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(I'm ready)..."

Once Upon a Time (1994)

2010-09-30T23:55:00.001+10:00

I was 6 years old. Seems like yesterday my mom hid my "puting" (I don't know what we called that thing in English), I begged for toys (hysterically I might add) and played on the sand when the sea comes down... and then one day mom told me I had to go school.. I was so excited.. I mean other than friends I knew from the hood and around the corner, the only people I recognized was my family and my other family (my dad's side)... so.. I was so excited meeting new people....

My aunt taught me basic stuff like ABC, 123 blah blah blah.... It was one of my very first intellectual experiences. I was overwhelmed by those letters and numbers and I thought it would be awesome to learn those things. one day my mom and I went to the headmaster's office and to the warden's house registered for next year because my 1st year of school supposed to be next year... when I reached 7 years old...

But then, I didn't know what's gotten into me and I was already on my way to school the next couple of weeks. Probably because I saw my brother and sister got like a pocketful of prizes after sport day.. I want my prizes too... Surprisingly I'm not the only one who was way "underage" for Year 1. So, I started my school year that very first week with 7 year old students. We're like pre-school student in Year 1 class.

I still remember, Madam Salmah was our "Guru Kelas" and she was FIERCE!!! Whoever didn't submit their homework would ended up beaten with "rotan" stick.. She's very serious about those stuff... I was freaked out. I even asked my sister to do my homework for me and funny thing was, she knew it was someone else did mine... So, she called my sister and scolded her for doing my homework... In front of everybody. It was frightening... I couldn't even looked at her... I felt sorry for my sister because it was totally my fault.. Writing A B C on the paper with one letter for each page was not that hard I guess.. but still I asked her to do it for me...

Then the days went by and it was my first school break for almost 2 months until January 1995. I got to go to the sea with my parents and felt the salty water and fresh seafood..

Stupid Douchbag

2010-09-30T19:17:00.003+10:00

This just hits the net... A teenage commit suicide because a bunch of assholes believed to be his roommates BROADCASTING he and another guy making out in his room in the internet.

This is the piece of news that I copied from http://gawker.com/5651050/how-a-college-kid-livestreamed-his-roommate-having-gay-sex-possibly-causing-a-suicide

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How a College Kid Livestreamed His Roommate Having Gay Sex, Possibly Causing a Suicide

Dharun Ravi and Molly Wei, both 18, have been charged with planting a webcam in a Rutgers dorm and broadcasting a classmate's sexual encounter. The classmate is believed to have committed suicide. Here's what Dharun did, step by step.
Dharun and Molly have both been charged with invasion of privacy for broadcasting a classmate's September 19 sexual encounter. (It's illegal to create pornography without the subject's consent in New Jersey.) Local sources report that the victim "was believed to have jumped to his death from the George Washington Bridge" (which connects New Jersey to Manhattan) shortly thereafter. Out on a $25,000 bail, Dharun has deleted his Twitter account, but by the magic of web caches, we found it—and Dharun's tweets about how he turned on his webcam when his roommate asked for privacy, then went to Molly's room and caught his roommate "making out with a dude." Local reports say iChat is the tool Dharun used to stream the video.

Prosecutors released Molly on her own recognizance, suggesting Dharun is considered the primary conspirator. The whole affair is ludicrously, tragically simple: If Dharun told the truth on his Twitter feed, then he essentially reenacted the scene from American Pie where Jason Biggs tricks Shannon Elizabeth into becoming an amateur porn star. Except he may have outed a gay kid and caused a suicide—funny how these things are so much less humorous in real life, right? Anyway, the maximum sentence for Dharun's and Molly's charges is five years. In the meantime, it looks like Dharun has locked down his Facebook profile.

What upsets me the most is, who did that to his friend? I mean, no matter what someone did, nothing he had done deserve to be humiliated like that. He (the victim) even asked for privacy before the asshole put the webcam on to be viewed by possibly thousands viewers.. Just because the victim did something "unacceptable" doesn't mean the asshole can do whatever "funny" things he could think of... Everyone deserve to have privacy... There's always a reason why some of us prefer to hide things from his friends. No mattes how close they are...

My suggestion is, why don't we just hang those two stupid people in front of thousands of people so they know how it feels to be humiliated... Damn... this makes me so mad!!!

Quote of the Day

2010-09-29T00:24:00.000+10:00

"Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living."

~Sandra Bullock From Hope Floats~

Knows Your Shit!!

2010-09-23T19:24:00.002+10:00

I remember once in 2002, SMSL had this Science & Mathematics Week and it's kinda compulsory for every class to submit a group for one of the activity held during that week... So, unconsciously my classmates & I represented our class (I didn't even remember why on Earth I let myself joined the activity.... it was a competition actually).. probably because we never won anything before.... On the day of competition we still didn't picked a name for our group and I forgot who popped the idea and chose SWASTIKA... I was like, wow!! that's a cool name.... so RAD!!!

Then, unexpectedly we won the competition and I was told to receive the prize next week during the weekly assembly... If I'm not mistaken that's probably the first time I ever walked on stage during the assembly to received a prize... I was a loser during high school (U probably can tell even until now!)... But then, the principle who was Allahyarhamah Mdm Sherfah Fatima (who I liked to impersonate for her interesting style of speech) asked "Do you know what is SWASTIKA?"... what? OMG... I didn't even know what the hell is that... I thought it was some kind of rock band or astronomical object... I answered "NO"....

and in the end when it's time for her "interesting" speech she told everybody SWASTIKA was that NAZI symbol... I was like oh my frea,king God!!... how come nobody told me what that means? I didn't even bothered to ask.. I felt like an idiot.. It's not like I blamed my friends for not telling me what that is, it's just probably I could suggested another name or give them my side of argument if I know what SWASTIKA was....

My point is, know your shit and from there we probably have stronger arguments for our actions. Even if it's wrong there must be at least an explanation for it.... Don't let anyone tell U what to do because for good or for worse there's only one people knows how it feels to step in our shoes... That's U!!!

Time is Running Out!

2010-09-20T05:25:00.002+10:00

I don't know why lately it's hard for me to sleep at night... My biological clock is out of control and here I am, finally decided to log on to my pinky "best friend" after hours trying to sleep... Anyway, I forgot to mention that exam timetable was already been released last week and I'm so thrilled to finally realized how fast time flies. Seems like just yesterday I made the same post about first semester exam timetable and 4 months later (which is now!) I'm talking about it all over again..... check this out!

I gotta say, this is the best exam timetable I've ever had... There's almost a week gap before next paper for each subject... And the first paper is about a month away from now... I still have time to prepare for the battlefields huh...

Quote of the Day

2010-09-19T23:07:00.002+10:00

"I'm just like anyone else. I cut and I bleed. And I embarrass easily."

- Michael Jackson-

Differential Equations With Modelling (MTH2032)

2010-09-19T23:01:00.002+10:00

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Assesments

1. Assignments (20%) - Due Weeks 4, 6, 10, 11

2. Quizzes (10%) - Weeks 2, 4, 6, 8, 11, 12

3. Test (20%) - DONE (Week 7)

4. Final Exam (50%) -Nov 16th

Final Exam Preparations (Must Be DONE by Nov 14th)

Oct 20th - Part II ( 01 --> 3.5)
Oct 21st - Part II (3.5 --> 5)
Nov 10th - Part I (01 --> 05)
Nov 11th - Part I (06 --> 10)
Nov 12th - Part I (11 --> 15)
Nov 13th - Part I (16 --> 18)
Nov 14th - Past Year Exams
Nov 15th - Past Year Exams

Part I: Ordinary Differential Equations (ODEs)

1. Basic Concepts, Modelling, Direction Fields

2. Separable ODEs & Linear ODEs

3. Exact ODEs & Homogeneous ODEs

4. Existence & Uniqeness

5. Radioactive Carbon Dating, Newton's Law of Cooling, Gravity Currents & Curves of Pursuit

6. Numerical Methods (Euler & Heun) & Error Analysis

7. Homogeneous Linear ODE, Wronskian & Basis Theorem'

8. Constant Coefficient Case: Characteristic Roots

9. Modelling: Free Oscillation (Undamped & Damped)

10. Modelling: Pendulum

11. Non-homogeneous Linear ODE: Undetermined Coeefficients

12. Modelling: Forced Oscillations & Resonance

13. Reduction of Order Methods

14. Variation of Parameters

15. Power Series Solution, Legendre's Equation

16. Frobenius Method

17. Bessel's Equation

18. Numerical Methods For Systems & Higher Order ODEs

Part II: Partial Differential Equations (PDEs)

1. Partial Differential Equations

2. Fourier Series

3. The Heat Equation

4. The Advection Equation

5. The Wave Equation

The Practice & Application of Science (SCI2010)

2010-09-19T22:36:00.002+10:00

Assesments

1. Workshop Paper (5%) - DONE

2. Group Presentation (10%) - DONE

3. Targeted Annotated Bibliography (10%) - DONE

4. Literature Review (20%!!!!!!) - Due Week 12

5. Workshop Participation (5%) - N/A

6. Final Exam (Nov 9th) - 50%

Final Exam Presentation (Must be DONE Nov 7th)

Nov 4th - 01 --> 05
Nov 5th - 06 --> 10
Nov 6th - 11 --> 15
Nov 7th - Past Year Exams
Nov 8th Past Year Exams

1. What is Science?

2. The Scientific Method

3. Origins of Modern Science

4. Progress of Science

5. Scientific Progress: Common Mistakes to Avoid

6. Science in Society

7. Science Communication

8. Pseudoscience

9. Pseudoscience & the Enemy of Reason

10. The Practice & Application of Science

11. Ethics 1: Scientists Behaving Badly

12. Scientific Ethics: Humans as Subjects

13. Scientific Ethics: Animals as Subjects

14. Labour Market Overview

15. Application of Science to Meet Human Needs

Updates
1. Group Presentation (08/20/2010) - Marks Released
2. Workshop Paper (08/27/2010) - Marks Released
3. Annotated Bibliography - Mark Released (09/27/2010)

Multivariables Calculus (MTH2010)

2010-09-19T22:14:00.004+10:00

Assesments

1. Assignment 1 (10%) - DONE

2. Test 1 (10%) - DONE

3. Assignment 2 (10%) - due Week 11

4. Test 2 (10%) - Sept 22nd

5. Final Exam (Nov 3rd) - 60%

Final Exam Preparations (Must be DONE by Oct 31st)

Oct 22nd - 01 --> 05
Oct 23rd - 06 --> 09
Oct 29th - 10 --> 13
Oct 30th - 14 --> 17
Oct 31st - 18 --> 21
Nov 1st - 22 --> 25
Nov 2nd - Past Year Exams

1. Function of Several Variables

2. Limits and Continuity

3. Partial Derivatives

4. Tangent Line & Linear Approximation

5. The Chain Rule

6. Directional Derivatives & the Gradient Vector

7. Maximum & Minimum Values

8. Lagrange Multiplier

9. Double Integrals

10. Iterated Integrals

11. Double Integral Over a General Region

12. Double Integral Over Polar Coordinates

13. Application of Double Integrals

14. Triple Integrals

15. Triple Integrals in Cylindrical coordinates

16. Triple Integrals in Spherical coordinates

17. Change of Variables in Multiple Integrals

18. Vector Fields

19. Line Integrals

20. Fundamental Theorem of Line Integrals

21. Green's Theorem

22. Curl & Divergence

23. Parametric Surfaces & Their Areas

24. Stokes Theorem

25. The Divergence Theorem

Updates
1. Assignment 1 Marks Released
2. Test 1 Marks (Errmmm....) - Pending
3. Assignmet 2 - Still Working On it
4. Test 2 (Fuh... That was tough!!)

Astronomy: Life in the Universe (ASP1022)

2010-09-19T21:23:00.006+10:00

(Image: pequenisimo ser)

Assesments

1. Poster - Solar System Explorations (10%) - DONE

2. Drake Equation Report- Earth like Planets (10%) - DONE

3. Labs/Workshops (27%) - 2 labs left

4. Weekly Online Quizzes (3%) - 3 Weeks left

5. Final Exam (October 28th) - 50%

Final Exam Preparation (Must be DONE by Oct 24th)

Oct 18th - 03--> 08

Oct 19th - 09 --> 14
Oct 24th - 15 --> 20
Oct 25th - 21 --> 26
Oct 26th - 26 --> 32
Oct 27th - Past Year Exams

1. Introduction - the Drake Equation [DONE]

2. Stars 1 [DONE]

3. Star 2

4. Gravity & Orbits

5. Exoplanets

6. Science of Life

7. Habitable Zones

8. Solar System

9. Universe - Alien Planets

10. Earth

11. Earth's Atmosphere

12. Moon

13. Mars

14. Rare Earth

15. Evolution

16. Extremophiles

17. Early Life on Earth

18. Life in the Solar System

19. Mid- Course Summary

20. Apes to Man

21. Civilisation & Technology

22. Interstellar Travel & Colonisation

23. Project Orion

24. SETI 1

25. SETI 2

26. Artificial Inteligent

27. Artificial Life

28. Movie Madness - TBC

29. Panel Discussion

30. Which Moon?

31. Recent Discoveries

32. Life in Aging Universe

Updates
1. Poster (Week 8) - Marks Released (09/27/2010)
2. Research Report (Week 10) - Mark Released (09/27/2010)

Celebrities Post VMA's Appearances on Ellen DeGeneres Show Season 8 Premiere

2010-09-14T01:30:00.001+10:00

Ellen DeGeneres Show premiered today and some big stars dropped by after VMA's....

2010 MTV VMA's Winner Announced

2010-09-14T00:56:00.014+10:00

It's official... 2010 is definitely a lucky year for Steffani Germanotta a.k.a Lady GaGa.... she packed 2 Grammys already and now she broke Madonna's record as the most awards won by a female artist with 8 (6 for Madonna's)... She took less than 3 years to suck all the fames and became household name in a blink of an eye... Looks like she's now the latest VMA's princess, goodbye Spears.. It's time to pass the spotlight to GaGa.

The show started with a performance by Eminem & Rihanna with their #1 hit "Love the Way You Lie"... Anyway, red head doesn't suits you RiRi cuz you looked like a tranny who stucked in a wrong wig.. Find another wig please... My favorite performances were by Justin Bieber medley's of "You Smile" and "Baby" Bruno Mars & B.o.B (Nothing on You), B.o.B & Hayley Williams (Airplanes) and Hayley Williams "The Only Exception"... Who else... Taylor Swift with her unrecognized new track, Kanye West with his boring song (Thank god he's more in control this year)... Linkin Park, and some unrecognized artists, probably new.. I don't know.. oooh.. ooh.. I forgot Bieber's mentor Usher fired up the stage with his medley of "OMG" and "DJ Got Us Falling in Love Again"

(Image: MTV.com)

"Bad Romance" won 7 including the Video of the Year while another one was "Telephone" feat Beyonce Knowles (Best Collaboration)...While accepting her moon-man for Video of the Year she revealed the name of her new album as "Born This Way" and sang bits of a new song in the end of the speech...

(Image: MTV.com)

Another notable winners were Eminem with 2 for "Not Afraid" and Justin Bieber crowned as the Best New Artist with his international hit "Baby".. He probably the youngest male artist to win VMA's and as the most viewed video in youtube history, it must be a shock if he didn't win any... Forget Ke$ha who I'd like to say wear a trash bag that suit her image... Good for her...Well, there's nothing much left to say because GaGa took away all the awards...

By the way, good show Chelsea! You proved a lady can handle a big night too.. and check the list of the winners here.

Video of the Year
Lady Gaga – Bad Romance

Best Male Video
Eminem – Not Afraid

Best Female video
Lady Gaga – Bad Romance

Best New Artist
Justin Bieber -f/Ludacris Baby

Best Hip Hop Video
Eminem – Not Afraid

Best Pop Video
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Best Dance Video
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Best Rock Video
30 Seconds To Mars- Kings and Queens

Best Collaboration
Lady Gaga feat. Beyoncé – Telephone

Best choreography
Lady Gaga – Bad Romance

Best Editing
Lady Gaga -Bad Romance

Best Art Direction
Florence + the Machine -Dog Days Are Over

Best Direction
Lady Gaga -Bad Romance

Best Cinematography
J-Z and Alicia Keyes- Empire State of Mind

Best Special Effects
Muse -Uprising

Breakthrough Video
The Black Keys – Tighten Up

You know, the show ain't complete if we're not talking about GaGa's series of outrageous outfits...

Remember this shoe?

Remember!

2010-09-13T01:00:00.000+10:00

Step 1

+ Eat 6 meals a day - 3 big meals & 3 small meals.

+ 2.5 to 3 hours per meal (big & small meals alternately).

+ Focus on chicken, fruit, vegetables, cheese & assorted types of nuts.

+ Recommended 4-6 pieces of fruits and at least 4 glass of milk per day.

+ Simple snack (Example): A glass of milk, an apple and a handful of peanuts.

Step 2

+ work out 3 times a week.

+ need to lift hard & recover for the next workout.

+ focus on squats, deadlifts, bent-over rows, chin up, bench press and military press.

Must Have!

2010-09-13T00:38:00.001+10:00

Don't forget to fill kitchen cupboard with these.....

Fat-free or low-fat milk, yogurt, cheese, and cottage cheese
Light or diet margarine
Egg whites/egg substitutes
Whole-wheat sandwich breads, bagels, pita bread, English muffins
Soft corn tortillas, low-fat flour tortillas
Low-fat, low-sodium crackers
Plain cereal, dry or cooked
Rice, pasta
White-meat chicken or turkey (remove skin)
Fish and shellfish (not battered)
Beef: round, sirloin, chuck arm, loin, and extra-lean ground beef
Dry beans and peas
Fresh, frozen, canned fruits in light syrup or juice
Fresh, frozen, or no-salt-added canned vegetables
Low-fat or fat-free salad dressings
Mustard and catsup
Jam, jelly, or honey
Herbs and spices
Salsa

Quote of the Day

2010-09-07T22:15:00.002+10:00

"A lot of people are afraid to say what they want. That's why they don't get what they want."

~Madonna~

MT VMA's 2010 Nominations

2010-09-04T19:26:00.010+10:00

The nominations are finally released (well that was a month ago!!) I'm so yesterday... I thought VMA's aired towards the end of September... It seems like yesterday Kanye West made a fool of himself in front of the world and a week from now, new "staged" controversial moment will hit the headlines all over the net and news coverage.... I wonder what would it be...

After two years entertained with British comedy, new comedian will host the big night this year. The high-larious host of Chelsea Lately, Chelsea Handler will take over the VMA's and we wish for no stupid jokes, maybe. Well, goodbye Russel Brand. Perhaps he should concentrate on keeping Katy Perry in a good behavior. The award ceremony will be held the day after 9th anniversary of 9/11, September 12th in Nokia Theater, Los Angeles.

The nominations was released last month actually but how come I missed it.... New record set on nominations this year. I thought Beyonce hold the most nomination records (with 9 last year) for several year but Lady GaGa doesn't wait long enough to break it. She received 16 nominations in a single night. "Bad Romance" which is once-most-viewed-video on youtube packed 9 nominations while both collaboration with Beyonce for "Video Phone" with 5 and "Telephone" with 2. I never seen 3 nominations for the same artist in the same award. Good job GaGa!!!! Looks like her overly exaggerated videos paid off after all..

Eminew with his #1 hit "Not Afraid" scored 8 nominations this year. He's also the dark horse of the night, probably for his "deep" lyrics in that song... Another nominees are B.o.B & Hayley Williams with 5 nominations for "Airplanes", Jay Z & Alicia Keys for "Empire State of Mind", Justin Bieber with his currently the most viewed video on youtube "Baby", Ke$ha "Tik Tok" where she could win the award for Best New Artist (just a guess!)....

Well, check out the list below....

BEST COLLABORATION
B.o.B featuring Hayley Williams
Title: Airplanes

Beyoncé featuring Lady Gaga
Title: Video Phone (Extended Remix)

3OH!3 featuring Kesha
Title: My First Kiss

Jay-Z & Alicia Keys
Title: Empire State of Mind

BEST FEMALE VIDEO
Lady Gaga
Title: Bad Romance

Ke$ha
Title: Tik Tok

Katy Perry featuring Snoop Dogg
Title: California Gurls

Beyoncé featuring Lady Gaga
Title: Video Phone (Extended Remix)

Taylor Swift
Title: Fifteen

BEST MALE VIDEO
Eminem
Title: Not Afraid

Usher featuring Will.I.Am
Title: OMG

B.o.B featuring Hayley Williams
Title: Airplanes

Drake
Title: Find Your Love

Jason Derulo
Title: In My Head

BEST HIP HOP VIDEO
B.o.B. featuring Hayley Williams
Title: Airplanes

Eminem
Title: Not Afraid

Drake, Kanye West, Lil Wayne & Eminem
Title: Forever

Jay-Z & Swizz Beats
Title: On To The Next One

Kid Cudi featuring MGMT & Ratatat
Title: Pursuit Of Happiness

BEST NEW ARTIST

Ke$ha

Title: Tik Tok

Jason Derulo

Title: In My Head

Justin Bieber featuring Ludacris

Title: Baby

Nicki Minaj featuring Sean Garrett

Title: Massive Attack

Broken Bells

Title: The Ghost Inside

BEST POP VIDEO

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Katy Perry featuring Snoop Dog

Title: California Gurls

Ke$ha

Title: Tik Tok

Beyoncé featuring Lady Gaga

Title: Video Phone (Extended Remix)

B.o.B featuring Bruno Mars

Title: Nothing on You

BEST ROCK VIDEO

30 Seconds To Mars

Title: Kings and Queens

Muse

Title: Uprising

Paramore

Title: Ignorance

Florence + the Machine

Title: Dog Days Are Over

MGMT

Title: Flash Delirium

BEST DANCE MUSIC VIDEO

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Enrique Iglesias featuring Pitbull

Title: I Like It

Cascada

Title: Evacuate The Dancefloor

David Guetta featuring Akon

Title: Sexy Chick

Usher featuring Will.I.Am

Title: OMG

VIDEO OF THE YEAR

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Florence + The Machine

Title: Dog Days Are Over

30 Seconds To Mars

Title: Kings and Queens

Lady Gaga featuring Beyoncé

Title: Telephone

Eminem

Title: Not Afraid

B.o.B featuring Hayley Williams

Title: Airplanes

BEST ART DIRECTION

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Florence + The Machine

Title: Dogs Days Are Over

Eminem

Title: Not Afraid

30 Seconds To Mars

Title: Kings and Queens

Beyoncé featuring Lady Gaga

Title: Video Phone (Extended Remix)

BEST CHOREOGRAPHY

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Lady Gaga featuring Beyoncé

Title: Telephone

Beyoncé featuring Lady Gaga

Title: Video Phone (Extended Remix)

Usher featuring Will.I.Am

Title: OMG

Janelle Monáe featuring Big Boi

Title: Tightrope

BEST CINEMATOGRAPHY

Eminem

Title: Not Afraid

Jay-Z & Alicia Keys

Title: Empire State of Mind

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Mumford and Sons

Title: Little Lion Man

Florence + The Machine

Title: Dog Days Are Over

BEST DIRECTION

Jay-Z & Alicia Keys

Title: Empire State of Mind

Director: Hype Williams

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Director: Francis Lawrence

Eminem

Title: Not Afraid

Director: Rich Lee

P!nk

Title: Funhouse

Director: Dave Meyers

30 Seconds To Mars

Title: Kings and Queens

Director: Bartholomew Cubbins

BEST EDITING

Lady Gaga

Title: Bad Romance

Editor: Jarrett Fijal

Eminem

Title: Not Afraid

Editor: Ken Mowe

Rihanna

Title: Rude Boy

Editor: Clark Eddy

P!nk

Title: Funhouse

Editor: Chris Davis

Miike Snow

Title: Animal

Editor: Frank Macias

Vote for your favorite nominees here

New Housewife in Town!!

2010-08-30T16:44:00.001+10:00

The moment we've been waiting for... Less than a month from now, our favorite shows' new seasons will be premiered... 90210, Gossip Girl, the Vampire Diaries and the most anticipating show for me is Desperate Housewives 7th season which featured new cougar in town, Vanessa Williams aka Ugly Betty's Wilhelmina Slater... Well, it turned out the show ended last April but that doesn't mean she'll stop messing around.. Now she's back, only this time she has to fight 4 beautiful housewives of Wisteria Lane (which I think should be 5... Katherine's missing!!!)

Anyway, don't forget to catch the new season this September 26th....

Quote of the Day

2010-08-28T23:49:00.008+10:00

"Good judgement comes from experience. Sometimes, experience comes from bad judgement."

-Christian Slater-

Bed Intruder Song

2010-08-28T22:49:00.007+10:00

Oh my effin crap!!! remember a few weeks ago, I talked about this hilarious young man who was very angry about some rape incident in his house? the video made a huge impact world-wide and some youtube celebrities made attempts to re-act the interview... well, this is one of the best version ever....that is major!!!!!!.... made 100% of what he said and it makes a very good sound.... wherever you are Antoine, you are my idol!!!

[Antoine Dodson - Talking]
Obviously we have a rapist in Lincoln Park,

[Antoine Dodson - Singing]
He’s climbing in your windows
He’s snatchin your people up
Tryna rape em so y’all need to
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
And hide your husband
Cuz they’re rapin errbody out there
You don’t have to come and confess
We’re lookin for you
We gon find you
We gon find you
So you can run and tell that,
Run and tell that
Run and tell that, homeboy
Home, home, homeboy

We got your t-shirt
You done left fingerprints and all
You are so dumb
You are really dumb–for real

[Elizabeth Gentle]
The man got away leaving behind evidence

*For Paramore's Hayley Williams version, click here

"Misery" by Maroon 5

2010-08-27T22:26:00.001+10:00

After long hiatus from hollywood's spotlight, Maroon 5 is back with new single "Misery" from their latest CD "Hands All Over"... Released about 2 months ago, the MV premiered on VH1 & MTV just a few days after the single release... The full album is schedule to be released less than a month from now...

Anyway, I first heard this song just a few days ago.. Sadly I thought this was an old track because they sounded exactly like their previous singles. I mean, come one... it's been awhile, I expected they experience with new sound.. Even legends like Madonna and bands like Linkin Park changed their arrangement a little bit over the years...

Talk about MV, like their previous clip Levine flaunted his new GF, a russian model that kinda looked like a psycho-path... and hardcore!! Honestly I really don't understand the storyline.. All I know is, there is violence everywhere... and despite all that,the guy didn't showed any signs of injury...

To be frank I still haven't catch the tune, the only interesting part (yet!) is the bridge part.... You know what, I'll take some time to get used to the song and probably wait until I can't get enough of it...

Misery
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Somehow it is cut so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be
And I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
And I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

Say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
Don't care where I have to go

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

The Child of Destiny...

2010-08-26T20:42:00.002+10:00

We often came across some pages that really make U wanna scream, wondering what is wrong with these people.... but to avoid any drama(s), I just have to keep it to myself and keep my rage at the down low... Some people are very good at testing our patience... So, just let it be.... Like Destiny's Child once said "Coz my Momma tell me better than that!!"

the Vampire is Back!!!!

2010-08-25T12:39:00.005+10:00

Oh my effin crap!!! the vampire diaries is back!! this 2 minutes preview totally makes me wanna scream!! I just can't wait to know what happen after Katherine stabbed that mother****** John... Mystic Falls will never be the same now Katherine is back and claimed her love(s) for the Salvatore brothers... I wonder what will be Elena's reaction when she meet Katherine... is Stefan still love Katherine or Elena? Damon? everybody knows he's obsessed with Katherine, more than Stefan did.... what about Jeremy? is he gonna be alright after taking that much pills? Tyler? some people said he's going to be a werewolves... that must be an interesting twist.... OMG ya'll!!! these cliffhangers are really killing me now.... I just want to fast forward to September 9th.....

*nice soundtrack by the Pretty Reckless (Gossip Girl, Jenny Humphrey's band) - Make Me Wanna Die-

Quote of the Day

2010-08-24T18:48:00.008+10:00

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

-Marilyn Monroe-

So Long.... Fare thee Well....

2010-08-22T01:48:00.002+10:00

How to Not Be Annoying

2010-08-19T15:54:00.010+10:00

Today we're gonna talk about one of of the social disease in our daily lives. Scrolling down my blog, you'll find a post with the title "Rude Boy".. well, this is the sequel of my Ramadhan Muhasabah (gitu!!)....

Anyway, what is annoying? Can U give me one example of annoying situation? Annoying can be defined as

"causing irritation or displeasure" which means something or someone that really makes you uncomfortable and might end up as hatred. Let me give you an example. I want you to go to youtube homepage and give me at least 3 people who appear almost everyday on the page.... I bet the answer will be

Shane Dawson
Ray William Johsnon
Fred
Nigihiga
Justin Bieber

OMG... that was more than 3... My point is, the prominent existence of these creatures sometimes annoyed people.. I mean, most people will get tired to see the same people appeared in front of you laptop screen. You see, you don't have to be rude or bitchy to make yourself annoying... Sometimes, every little things like being in front of anybody will get on people's nerves.

In real world, some people will mostly end up being the subject of annoyance just because they have some sort of natural habits or appearance or something that they do all the time. Like I get irritated to see those ugly bitches on campus, or listening to people who talk about how superior he/she is all the time, or have to talk to someone with annoying voice... or disturbed by looking someone's dress, or hate the way someone talks.. or looking at someone's facebook profile, blogs or twitter etc. You see, annoyance can arise everywhere, in real world as well as virtual world.

So, how to stop being annoying...? I know, some of us just can't stop because it's a habit that we can't change. But, we might as well try to be less annoying for people's sake and to satisfy some of them... well, just try once in a while....

Build self confidence....

Sometimes someone will find you annoying because you happen to do something that they associate with a negative trait, such as anxiety, stereotypes, or slovenliness. You shouldn't have to change something about yourself just because someone interprets your behavior inaccurately (presuming it is an inaccurate judgment). But other times, we can be annoying because we're insecure or we're trying too hard. In such cases, you can examine why you do certain things and perhaps realize that the only reason you're doing them is to make a good impression, and it's backfiring on you!

Break counterproductive habits...

Let's say you've found that you laugh loudly at everyone's jokes, even if they're not all that funny, or perhaps you've gotten in the habit of laughing at inappropriate times. Maybe you started doing it subconsciously because you thought being jubilant and quick to laugh made you more likeable, but now all it's doing is annoying everyone you spend time with. Try a different approach - be genuine and be yourself. If people find you annoying when you're being true to yourself, then you need to find new, more accepting people to be around.

Respect boundaries...

Everybody has boundaries - you need to learn what they are and try to avoid crossing them. Boundaries vary widely from culture to culture and even from individual to individual.

Do not go around poking people constantly. In fact, don't touch them at all if they don't like it. Of course if they are a good friend of yours and they don't mind, then by all means have fun. Otherwise, keep your hands to yourself.
Don't talk about people behind their backs; especially if you have not stated your issue with the person in the first place. This is especially true of those who are related to you, or are your friends or significant other.
Do not impose, or appear uninvited. Try to control your emotions and not be too pushy. Give people space when they need it. Don't call every single day. Remember, the greatest form of annoyance is repetition.
Do not go through people's stuff. Even if their things are not private, they may still feel violated if you touch things that are in their personal space. If you wish to borrow something, ask for permission first and allow the person to give the item to you.
Mind your own business. Avoid butting into a conversation by (for example) saying, "What are you talking about?" If you hear someone talking about something with another person, and you only catch the last sentence, leave it be.

Be humble...

Just because you're confident doesn't mean you have to act like you're better than anyone else. Don't do or say things that might let you appear to be arrogant, like bragging about your wealth or success.

Don't correct bad grammar/spelling or inaccuracies of others because most people don't like being corrected.
Don't tell people that their beliefs are wrong. Gently and nicely mention that you disagree. Have a clear moral line and stand by it. For instance, all is fair until you cause harm to another person. Yours may vary, but try to make sure it's used across the board.
Don't complain all the time. Remember the world does not revolve around you. If you complain too much, others will find you depressing and avoid you. This also goes for constantly insulting yourself, which is not humble - it's another form of self-absorption. It's normal to feel bad once in a while, and to express your discontent. But, you also need to know when to get over it and move on. Read up on how to be optimistic.

Learn to listen...

Conversation is a two way street. If you're talking constantly, others will get frustrated and quit trying to communicate with you. As a general rule, always listen more than you speak. Think about what you say before you say it. Avoid interupting someone in the middle of a thought, even if it just jogged your memory of something to say. Remember the famous quotation, "It is better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt".

Be conscious of your surroundings...

Be aware if you are standing in doorways while having a conversation, standing in the middle of an area where people are trying to walk (in stores, malls, or the airport), or if your children are being obnoxious in a public place. Consider how your actions are likely to affect the people around you, and you will gain their respect.

Be polite and hygienic...

Don't peek down people's shirts for instance, don't pass gas, don’t talk about biological functions in public. Cover your nose and mouth with your elbow when you sneeze or cough. Take care to brush and/or floss after meals so as not to inflict your breath on others. Take a shower everyday and put on clean clothes every day.

Learn to read facial reactions and body movements...

Pay attention to the facial expressions and body language of those around you and work to immediately identify and stop whatever you're doing that is annoying others

Don't overcrowd...

When someone's having a bad day, don't try to hang around them to make them feel better (unless of course they ask). If you were having a bad day, you wouldn't want someone bugging you with failing attempts at pick-me-up's. Ask if they would like your reassurance, but remember that "no" means "no". Only talk about what is bugging them if they bring it up.

Don't purposely annoy someone...

If you are constantly repeating the same action over and over again (such as making inappropriate sounds or pulling someone's hair, etc.), know that this isn't the right way of 'getting attention'. If a person says 'stop', that means 'stop'. If you continue without stopping, you might lose a friend that way, so be careful.

Don't argue...

Most people dislike arguing. Simply state that you disagree and refrain from setting yourself up as an expert on the subject. A "know it all" stance grates on peoples' nerves. Of course, you can have intelligent debates/discussions with a person/people provided the circumstances are appropriate.

Say it once...

Don't say the thing you said twice because they would say, "I heard you" or "OKAY!"or something like that. It can get annoying to them. They heard it already they don't want to hear it again even if there were there.

*This lesson is for everybody especially me.

Courtesy of Wikihow

Kenapa Yahudi Bijak?

2010-08-19T15:27:00.001+10:00

Setelah berada 3 tahun di Israel kerana menjalani housemanship di beberapa hospital di sana, ada beberapa perkara yang menarik dapat
saya perhatikan untuk dijadikan tesis ini, iaitu "Mengapa Yahudi
Bijak?". Memang tidak dapat dinafikan ramai cendikiawan berbangsa
Yahudi, dari segala bidang, kejuruteraan, muzik, saintis dan yang
paling hebat ialah bidang perniagaan, dimana ia memang paling tersohor.
Hampir 70% perniagaan di dunia dikuasai oleh kaum Yahudi, dari
kosmetik, pakaian, pemakanan, senjata, perhotelan, perfileman di
Hollywood dan sebagainya. Ketika tahun kedua, akhir bulan December 1980
dan sedang saya menghitung hari untuk pulang ke California saya
terfikir apakah sebabnya kaum Yahudi begitu pintar? Kenapa tuhan
memberi kelebihan kepada mereka? Apakah ini suatu kebetulan? Atau olah
manusia sendiri? Adakah bijak boleh dijana? Seperti kilang pengeluaran?
Maka saya pun tergerak membuat tesis untuk Phd saya, disamping kebaikan
untuk umat sejagat dan dapat hidup secara harmoni. Untuk pengetahuan
anda tesis yang saya lakukan ini mengambil masa hampir lapan tahun, ini
kerana untuk mengumpulkan data-data yang setepat mungkin. Antara
data-data yang saya kumpulkan ialah pemakanan, adapt resam, agama,
persiapan awal untuk melahirkan zuriat dan sebagainya dan data-data
tadi saya cuba bandingkan dengan bangsa dan kaum kaum lain. Marilah
kita mulakan dengan persiapan awal melahirkan zuriat.

Di Israel, setelah mengetahui yang si ibu sedang mengandung, pertama kali saya perhatikan ialah, si ibu akan sering menyanyi dan bermain piano dan si
ibu dan bapa akan membeli buku metamatik dan menyelesaikan masalah
metamatik bersama suami, saya sungguh hairan kerana teman saya yang
mengandung sering membawa buku metamatik dan bertanya kepada saya
beberapa soalan yang beliau tak dapat menyelesaikanya, oleh kerana saya
memang minat tentang metamatik, tentu saja dengan senang saya bantu
beliau. Saya bertanya kepada beliau, adakah ini untuk anak kamu? Beliau
menjawab, "ya, ini untuk anak saya yang masih di dalam kandungan, saya
sedang melatih otak beliau, semuga dia menjadi genius apabila dewasa
kelak" Perkara ini membuat saya tertarik untuk mengikut perkembangan
beliau seterusnya. Berbalik kepada metamatik tadi, tanpa merasa jenuh
beliau membuat latihan metamatik sehingga beliau melahirkan anak.
Seperkara lagi yang saya perhatikan ialah pemakanan beliau, sejak awal
mengandung beliau gemar sekali memakan kacang badam dan kurma bersama
susu, dan untuk tengah hari makan utama beliau ialah roti dan ikan
tanpa kepala bersama salad yang digaul dengan badam dan berbagai jenis
kekacang, menurut beliau daging ikan sungguh baik untuk perkembangan
otak dan kepala ikan mengandungi kimia yang tidak baik yang dapat
merosakkan pengembangan dan penumbuhan otak anak di dalam kandungan.
menurut beliau ini adalah adat orang orang Yahudi ketika mengandung dan
ianya menjadi semacam kewajipan untuk ibu-ibu yang sedang mengandung
mengambil pil minyak ikan. Ketika saya diundang untuk makan malam
bersama orang orang Yahudi, perkara pertama yang saya perhatikan ialah
menu mereka. Setiap undangan yang sama perhatikan ialah mereka gemar
sekali memakan ikan (hanya isi atau fillet) dan biasanya daging tidak
akan ada bersama dimeja jika ada ikan, menurut mereka, campuran daging
dan ikan tak elok dimakan bersama. Salad dan kacang adalah suatu
kemestian, terutama badam. Seperkara yang pelik ialah mereka akan
memakan buah-buahan dahulu sebelum memakan hidangan utama. Jangan
terperanjat jika anda diundang kerumah Yahudi anda akan dihidangkan
buah-buahan dahulu. Menurut mereka, dengan memakan hidangan kabohidrat (nasi atau roti) dahulu kemudian buah-buahan, ini akan menyebabkan kita merasa mengantuk dan lemah dan payah untuk memahami pelajaran disekolah.

Di Israel, merokok adalah taboo, apabila anda diundang makan dirumah
Yahudi, jangan sekali kali merokok, dan tanpa malu mereka akan menyuruh
anda keluar dari rumah mereka dan merokok di luar rumah mereka. Menurut
saintis di Universiti Israel, siasatan menunjukkan nikotin dapat
merosakkan sel utama pada otak manusia dan akan melekat pada gen, ini
bermakna keturunan perokok bakal membawa generasi yang cacat otak
(bodoh atau lembab). Suatu penemuan yang dahsyat ditemui oleh saintis
yang mendalami bidang gen dan DNA. Para perokok harap ambil perhatian.
(Ironinya, pemilik pengeluar rokok terbesar adalah .. tekalah
sendiri..!) Perhatian saya selanjutnya ialah melawati tadika mereka,
Pemakanan anak anak tadi cukup dikawal, makanan awal ialah buah-buahan
bersama kacang badam, diikuti dengan menelan pil minyak ikan (code oil
lever) Didalam pengamatan saya, kanak Yahudi sungguh bijak dan
rata-rata mereka memahami 3 bahasa iaitu Hebrew, Arab dan Inggeris dan
sedari awal lagi mereka telah dilatih bermain piano dan violin, ini
adalah suatu kewajipan. Menurut mereka bermain muzik dan memahami
nota-notanya dapat meningkatkan lagi IQ kanak-kanak dan sudah tentu
bakal menjadikan budak itu bijak. Ini menurut saintis Yahudi, gegaran
muzik dapat stimulate (semacam senaman untuk otak) maka itu terdapat
ramai sekali genius muzik terdiri daripada kaum Yahudi. Seterusnya ke
darjah 1 hingga 6, anak-anak Yahudi akan diajar metamatik berkonsepkan
perniagaan dan pelajaran sains amatlah diberi keutamaan. Di dalam
perhatian peribadi saya, perbandingan dengan anak-anak di California,
ianya jauh berbeza tentang IQ dan boleh saya katakan 6 tahun
kebelakang!! !. Segala pelajaran akan dengan mudah di tangkap oleh anak
Yahudi.

Selain dari pelajaran tadi sukan juga menjadi kewajipan bagi
mereka dan sukan yang diberi keutamaan ialah memanah, menembak dan
berlari, menurut teman saya ini, memanah dan menembak dapat melatih
otak memfokus sesuatu perkara disamping mempermudahkan persiapan untuk
perhidmatan negara. Selanjutnya pemerhatian saya menuju ke sekolah
tinggi (menengah) disini murid-murid ditekan dengan pelajaran mata
sains dan mereka digalakkan mencipta produk, segala projek mereka
walaupun kadangkala kelihatannya lucu dan mengarut, tetap diteliti
dengan serius apatah lagi ianya berupa senjata, perubatan dan
kejuruteraan, idea itu akan dibawa ke institut tinggi di Politeknik dan
Universiti. Satu lagi yang diberi keutamaan ialah fakulti perniagaan.
Saya sungguh terperanjat melihat mereka begitu agresif dan seriusnya
mereka tentang perniagaan. Di akhir tahun di universiti, para penuntut
dibidang niaga dikehendaki melakukan projek dan memperaktikkanya dan
anda hanya akan lulus jika kumpulan anda (10 pelajar setiap kumpulan)
dapat keuntungan sebanyak $US1juta! Anda terperanjat? Itulah kenyataan,
dengan rangkaian seluruh dunia dan ditaja sepenuhnya oleh syarikat
milik Yahudi, maka tidak hairanlah mereka dapat menguasai ? perniagaan
di dunia! Siapakah yang mencipta design Levis yang terkini? Ianya
dicipta di Universiti Israel oleh fakulti bisnes dan fesyen.

Pernahkah anda melihat cara orang Yahudi melakukan ibadah mereka? Salah
satu caranya ialah dengan menggoyangkan kepala mereka, menurut mereka
ini dapat mengaktifkan otak mereka dan menambahkan oksigen di kepala,
banyak agama lain di Timur Tengah, seperti Islam juga ada menyuruh
umatnya menunduk atau menggoyangkan kepala, ini guna dapat
mensimulasikan otak kita supaya bertambah aktif. Lihat orang-orang
Jepun, mereka sering menunduk-nundukkan kepala dan ianya sebagai adat.
Ramai orang orang Jepun yang pandai? Adakah ianya sebagai kebetulan?
Kegemaran mereka ialah sushi (ikan mentah). Adakah ini kebetulan?
Fikirkanlah! Berpusat di New York, Dewan perniagaan Yahudi bersedia
membantu mereka yang berminat untuk melakukan bisnes (sudah tentu untuk Yahudi sahaja) jika mereka ada idea yang bernas, jawatankuasa akan
memberi pinjaman tanpa faedah dan pentadbir dari jawatankuasa tadi akan
bekerjasama dengan anda untuk memastikan yang perniagaan mereka menurut landasan yang betul. Maka itu lahirlah Starbuck, Dell Computer,
Cocacola, DKNY, Oracle, Perfileman di Hollywood, Levis, Dunkin Donut
dan ada beratus kedai ternama dibawah naungan dewan perniagaan Yahudi
di New York. Graduan Yahudi dari fakulti perubatan New York akan
disarankan untuk mendaftar dipersatuan ini dan digalakkan memulakan
klinik mereka sendiri dengan bantuan wang tanpa faedah, barulah saya
tahu mengapa hospital di New York dan California sentiasa kekurangan
doktor pakar.

Kesimpulanya, pada teori saya, melahirkan anak dan
keturunan yang bijak boleh dilaksanakan dan tentunya bukan semalaman,
ianya memerlukan masa, beberapa generasi mungkin? Persiapan awal adalah ketika si ibu mengandung, galakkanlah si ibu melakukan latihan
metamatik yang mudah tetapi konsisten disamping mendengar muzik klasik.
Seterusnya ubahlah cara pemakanan, makanlah makanan yang elok dan
berhasiat yang baik untuk otak, menghayati muzik sejak kecil adalah
baik sekali untuk penumbuhan otak kanak-kanak, dengan bermain piano dan
violin sudah tentu dapat melatih anak-anak mencerdaskan otak mereka
demikian juga sukan yang memerlukan konsentrasi yang tinggi, seperti
memanah, bola keranjang, dart dan menembak. Merokok menjanjikan
generasi yang moron (goblok) dan sudah tentu gen bodoh akan mengikut ke
generasi si perokok. Lawatan saya ke Singapura pada tahun 2005 amat
memeranjatkan sekali, di sini perokok seperti dianak tirikan dan begitu
susah sekali untuk perokok dan anda tahu berapa harga sekotak rokok?
US$ 7 !!! Ini bersamaan perbelanjaan sehari untuk makan anda!! Saya
puji sekali sikap pemerintah Singapura dan menakjubkan sekali!!! Dan
seperti Israel ianya begitu taboo dan cara pentadbiran dan segi
pembelajaran mereka hampir serupa dengan Israel, maka itu saya lihat
banyak institusi pelajaran mereka bertaraf dunia walaupun hakikatnya
negeri Singapura hanyalah sebuah pulau sebesar Manhattan!! Anda mungkin
musykil, benarkah merokok dapat melahirkan generasi kurang bijak? saya
telah menemui beberapa bukti menyokong teori ini. Lihat saja Indonesia,
jika anda ke Jakarta, di mana saja anda berada, dari restoran, teater,
kebun bunga hingga ke muzium hidung anda akan segera terbau asak rokok!
Dan harga rokok? Cuma US$ .70cts !!! Dan hasilnya? Dengan penduduknya
berjumlah jutaan orang berapa banyakkah universiti terdapat di sana?
Hasil apakah yang dapat dibanggakan? Teknologi? Jauh sekali. Adakah
mereka dapat berbahasa selain dari bahasa mereka sendiri? Mengapa
mereka begitu sukar sekali menguasai bahasa Inggeris? Di tangga
berapakah kedudukan mereka dipertandingan metamatik sedunia? Adakah ini bukan akibat merokok? Anda fikirlah sendiri.

Di tesis saya ini, saya tidak akan menimbulkan soal agama atau bangsa, adakah Yahudi itu zalim sehingga diusir dari semenjak zaman Firaun hingga ke Hitler, bagi saya itu isu politik dan survival, yang ingin saya ketengahkan ialah, mampukah kita dapat melahirkan generasi yang bijak seperti Yahudi?
Jawabanya ialah mungkin dan tidak mustahil dan ianya memerlukan
perubahan, dari segi pemakanan dan cara mendididik anak dan saya kira
hanya memerlukan 3 generasi sahaja. Ini dapat saya lihat sendiri
tentang cucu saya, ini setelah saya mengajar anak saya melalui program
yang telah saya nyatakan diatas tadi, pada umur 9 tahun (cucu saya) dia
dapat menulis esay sepanjang 5 muka surat penuh. Essaynya hanyalah
mengenai Mengapa saya gemarkan tomato! Selamat sejahtera dan semoga
kita dapat melahirkan manusia yang bijak dan bersifat mulia untuk
kebaikan manusia sejagat tanpa mengenal batasan bangsa.

>> Dari Petikan Thesis Dr. Stephen Carr Leon

Disclaimer: Credit to Alia for forwarding this message.

Haters Make Them Famous......

2010-08-18T20:11:00.000+10:00

One thing I've learned about being a human after 22 years of observation, is the hater. H.A.T.E.R..... They're everywhere... Everyone is capable of being a hater. Tell me one thing and I'm sure at least one person in the world hate that particular shit... Let me give an example...

Miley Cyrus... That's a name I don't have to explain anymore.. Everyone knows her... Otherwise, I'm sure you live in a cave, or experienced concussion on your brain... In the young age of 17, she already have more than a million haters all around the world... My question to you is, what exactly she had done to this millions of people?... Other than the fact that she's one of the most influential people in the world 2 years in a row, have successful tv show, promising career as both singer and actress, lots of money in her bank account and dated some hot guys... that's not enough reasons to hate... Oh I know what this is.. These haters have pathetic life who don't have anything else to do other than hate. You know what's amusing to me, they know they hate her, but still some of them take some little time, googling and searching on youtube only to leave some stupid comments about her... I was like, if U hate her, why bother wasting your time searching for her name... Don't you have better things to do...

I know some of them have issues with her dramatic image transformation these days, but it's her choice.. Her career as a disney star has ended, plus 17 years old dressing like a slut, that doesn't sound new to me.. There's a lot of young teenage girls who dress worst than she did. Just because she's a young celebrity whose an idol for young kids doesn't mean she have to be someone else... If that's who she is, let it be.... Let say 5 years from now, if we ask the sluts and bitches on the street on why they are the way the are, don't U think it's hilarious if they answer "we are slut because of Miley Cyrus!!!".... OMG.... Get a life hater....

It's the same with Justin Bieber... Lots of jealous losers say sound like a girl, or even worst throw accusation about his sexuality... As if they ever saw him kissing a boy or sucking ****... U wanna know the ugly truth, these losers actually just a bunch of jealous d***head.... They're so sad about their lame lives because no girls want to be with them... So, they attack on someone who's luckier to have that chance.... That's the most pathetic thing I've ever heard.....

But you know the ugliest truth of all, the more they try to bring these people down, the stronger they'll be because you know, they don't have time to listen to all those losers. They don't have time to search on the internet reading what those losers want to say.. What's more important is, there's million more who support them no matter what people say.... Better luck next time losers...!!

*I'm not really a fan of these kids, what bothers me their situation with haters...

When I'm More Than I Thought I Could Be.....

2010-08-17T00:25:00.001+10:00

"One Moment In Time"

Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown

I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity

I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free

I need strength right at this moment. I know it's hard, it's hard but with a little courage I'll survive. I'll bear in mind this is just one small problem compared to what I've gone through before.. Even if it's harder, it's nothing compared to someone at another side of the world... I want to be strong like this giant tree.. Standing tall against the waves. I believe, somehow I'm more than I thought I could be. It's all in my head.. Sometimes, I need to give more credit to myself... I can be better than this... Stop whining! Do something!

Image Courtesy of Michael Reed (www.reedyphotography.com.au)

Rude Boy

2010-08-16T18:20:00.002+10:00

Literally, rude can be defined as disrespect and failure to behave within the context of a society or a group of people's social laws or etiquette. It easy to be a rude person and it takes a lot of lessons and experience not to be one. Well, it's not like our parents failed to teach some certain manners but it's rather the person himself/herself who take this most crucial element of our life for granted.

In other situation, some people did not intended to offend anyone else because of ignorance or unconsciousness... So, this is some tips on how not to be rude....

1. Don't say "no offense" before you say something really hurtful. That doesn't make the hurtful thing okay to say.

2.Wait till a person is completely done speaking. It can be annoying to be cut off.

3.Don't fish for attention especially by trying reverse psychology. Its not attractive.
eg: I look so fat. My legs are so short. etc. etc.

4.Don't chew with your mouth open.

5.Don't call someone over and over again just for the sake of calling or to state obvious things.

6.Be patient. It won't kill you to wait a second.

7.Don't pick a fight just to get a rise out of someone. Especially if that person is your friend and your just doing it for a laugh. It is a childish and hurtful thing to do. And no one will want to stay your friend.

8.Don't belittle someone to make yourself feel better. Again its a hurtful thing to do and no one will want to be around you.

9.Don't act as though your better than someone. It comes off as being haughty and shallow.

10.If you notice that something that you do bothers someone else try to understand why you do it so that you can correct the behavior. Apologize if you catch yourself doing it.

11.If some one does something that you feel is rude tell them nicely so that they know. Maybe they don't realize that they are doing it. But if they do and it offends you enough just don't talk to them anymore.

So, renung2kan dan selamat beramal.....

Mode : Ramadhan

McNugget Gone Wrong!!!

2010-08-10T23:27:00.000+10:00

Watch this WTF footage about a bunch of McDonald employees got attacked by drunken bitch early in the morning just bcuz they only serve breakfast meal...

Teen Choice Awards 2010 Winner List

2010-08-10T02:10:00.008+10:00

The winners of Teen Choice Awards have been revealed though we haven't watched the awards ceremony, just yet. Probably some unwanted incidents happened and some edits needed to be done bcuz some people tend to get out of control on-stage nowadays......

[Courtesy of Getty Image]

Anyway, though some of us hate spoilers (I hate it too) but for the sake of the curiosity, I present to you the full winner list of the awards... As expected, Twilight Saga took over the whole night with 11 awards (for both New Moon & Eclipse) and one extra award for the most fanatic fans (WTF!!!)... so.. I take it as a total of 12 awards... there's not much to talk about in movie section.. the vampires won it all... ooh.... I forgot.. another multiple winners are Avatar, the Valentine's Day & the Proposal.... things didn't worked out well for Iron Man because none of the nominations went to victory... I'm sorry folks... vampires are in rite now.. perhaps we could try iron vampire next time... how's that sounds?

the vampire diaries surprisingly over-shadowed the contender of the night (Gossip Girl with only 4 wins) with overall 7 awards... Looks like this year ruled by vampire bitches...!! this is the only vampire show I enjoyed the most... "Love Sucks!!!!" 2 new shows, Glee & Pretty Little Liars did well too (both with 3 wins).. and some other craps like Kim Kardashian & JONAS won a single award.

In music section, as expected Justin Bieber took home 4 awards surpassed the elders including Eminem, Paramore & Taylor Swift (with 3 wins), Lady Gaga & Selena Gomez (both with 2 wins) and on and on and on...

Some winners appeared in different categories too, like Miley Cyrus, Taylor Lautner (another big winner of the night).... blahblahblah...... why don't we add one more award.. excessive display of naked flesh... what do U think? ooh... Youtube sensation, Shane Dawson just got his first award after years of hilarious clips.. good job Shananay (I prefer him as Shananay...!! Gurrrll)... I wonder what happened to Fred... is he still alive...? I miss his chipmunked voice...


One of the performances of the night [Courtesy of Getty Image]

anyway, this is what I can say at the moment bcuz I haven't watched it yet..... enjoy the list!!!

MOVIES
Choice Movie: Action Adventure: Sherlock Holmes
Choice Movie Actor: Action Adventure: Channing Tatum, G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra
Choice Movie Actress: Action Adventure: Rachel McAdams, Sherlock Holmes
Choice Movie: Sci-Fi: Avatar
Choice Movie: Liplock: Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie: Fight: Mia Wasikowska vs. The Jabberwocky, Alice in Wonderland
Choice Movie: Hissy Fit: Miley Cyrus, The Last Song
Choice Movie: Chemistry: Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie: Male Breakout: Liam Hemsworth, The Last Song
Choice Movie: Female Breakout: Taylor Swift, Valentine’s Day
Choice Movie: Male Scene Stealer: Kellan Lutz, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie: Female Scene Stealer: Ashley Greene, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie Actor: Sci-Fi: Sam Worthington, Avatar
Choice Movie Actress: Sci-Fi: Zoë Saldana, Avatar
Choice Movie: Fantasy: The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie Actor: Fantasy/Sci-Fi: Taylor Lautner, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie Actress: Fantasy/Sci-Fi: Kristen Stewart, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie: Drama: The Blind Side
Choice Movie Actor: Drama: Robert Pattinson, Remember Me
Choice Movie Actress: Drama: Sandra Bullock, The Blind Side
Choice Movie: Romantic Comedy: Valentine’s Day
Choice Movie Actor: Romantic Comedy: Ashton Kutcher, Valentine’s Day
Choice Movie Actress: Romantic Comedy: Sandra Bullock, The Proposal
Choice Movie: Comedy: Date Night
Choice Movie Actor: Comedy: Ashton Kutcher, Killers
Choice Movie Actress: Comedy: Tina Fey, Date Night
Choice Movie: Horror/Thriller: Paranormal Activity
Choice Movie Actor: Horror/Thriller: Leonardo DiCaprio, Shutter Island
Choice Movie Actress: Horror/Thriller: Megan Fox, Jennifer’s Body
Choice Movie: Animated: Toy Story 3
Choice Movie: Villain: Rachelle Lefevre, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Choice Movie: Dance: Sandra Bullock and Betty White, The Proposal
Choice Summer Movie:The Twilight Saga: Eclipse
Choice Summer Movie Star: Male: Robert Pattinson, The Twilight Saga: Eclipse
Choice Summer Movie Star: Female: Kristen Stewart, The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

TELEVISION
Choice TV Show: Drama: Gossip Girl
Choice TV Actor: Drama: Chace Crawford, Gossip Girl
Choice TV Actress: Drama: Leighton Meester, Gossip Girl
Choice TV Show: Fantasy/Sci-Fi: The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV Actor: Fantasy/Sci-Fi: Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV Actress: Fantasy/Sci-Fi: Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV Show: Action: NCIS: Los Angeles
Choice TV Actor: Action: Zachary Levi, Chuck
Choice TV Actress: Action: Yvonne Strahovski, Chuck
Choice TV Show: Comedy: Glee
Choice TV Actor: Comedy: Jonas Brothers, JONAS
Choice TV Actress: Comedy: Selena Gomez, Wizards of Waverly Place
Choice TV: Animated Show: Family Guy
Choice TV: Reality Show: Keeping Up with the Kardashians
Choice TV: Reality Competition Show: American Idol
Choice TV: Male Reality/Variety Star: Lee DeWyze, American Idol
Choice TV: Female Reality/Variety Star: The Kardashians, Keeping Up with the Kardashians
Choice TV: Villain: Ian Somerhalder, The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV: Personality: Ryan Seacrest
Choice TV: Breakout Show: The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV: Female Scene Stealer: Hilary Duff, Gossip Girl
Choice TV: Male Scene Stealer: Chris Colfer, Glee
Choice TV: Female Breakout Star: Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV: Male Breakout Star: Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries
Choice TV: Parental Unit: Mike O’Malley, Glee
Choice Summer TV Show: Pretty Little Liars
Choice Summer TV Star: Male: Ian Harding, Pretty Little Liars
Choice Summer TV Star: Female: Lucy Hale, Pretty Little Liars

MUSIC
Choice Music: Male Artist: Justin Bieber
Choice Music: Female Artist: Lady Gaga
Choice Music: Group: Selena Gomez & The Scene
Choice Music: Rap Artist: Eminem
Choice Music: R&B Artist: Beyoncé
Choice Music: Rock Group: Paramore
Choice Music: Male Country Artist: Keith Urban
Choice Music: Female Country Artist: Taylor Swift
Choice Music: Country Group: Lady Antebellum
Choice Music: Single: California Gurls, Katy Perry
Choice Music: Hook Up: Airplanes, B.o.B featuring Hayley Williams
Choice Music: Breakout Artist – Male: Justin Bieber
Choice Music: Breakout Artist – Female: Selena Gomez and The Scene
Choice Music: Love Song: When I Look At You, Miley Cyrus
Choice Music: R&B Track: OMG, Usher
Choice Music: Rap/Hip-Hop Track: Love The Way You Lie, Eminem featuring Rihanna
Choice Music: Rock Track: Ignorance, Paramore
Choice Music: Country Song: Fifteen, Taylor Swift
Choice Music: Album – Pop: My World 2.0, Justin Bieber
Choice Music: Album – Rock: Brand New Eyes, Paramore
Choice Music: Album – R&B: Jason Derülo, Jason Derülo
Choice Music: Album – Rap: Relapse, Eminem
Choice Music: Album – Country: Fearless, Taylor Swift
Choice Summer Music Star: Male: Justin Bieber
Choice Summer Music Star: Female: Lady Gaga
Choice Summer Music: Song: California Gurls, Katy Perry featuring Snoop Dogg

SPORTS
Choice Athlete: Male: David Beckham (Soccer)
Choice Athlete: Female: Serena Williams (Tennis)
Choice Action Sports Athlete: Male: Ryan Sheckler (Skateboarding)
Choice Action Sports Athlete: Female: Maya Gabeira (Surfing)

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Choice Male Hottie: Taylor Lautner
Choice Female Hottie: Megan Fox
Choice Red Carpet Fashion Icon- Female: Selena Gomez
Choice Red Carpet Fashion Icon-Male: Taylor Lautner
Choice: Celebrity Fashion Line: Miley and Max Miley Cyrus and Max Azria

OTHER
Choice Comedian: Ellen DeGeneres
Choice Twit: Ellen DeGeneres
Choice Web Star: Shane Dawson
Choice Videogame: The Sims 3
Choice Smile presented by Invisalign Teen: Taylor Lautner
Choice Activist: Shakira
Choice American Idol Alum: David Archuleta
Most Fanatic Fans: Twilight Cast

* this entry is a courtesy of http://justjared.buzznet.com/

stare and stop

2010-08-09T14:47:00.003+10:00

Just got a long stare from a group of "ghetto" outside the library... it's creepy... anyway, it's not the first time this year... almost recently, everywhere I go, I feel like there're hundreds of eyes watching.. it's not like I feel like I'm popular or anything... ok.. let me put it this way... there's a vast difference on the way people look at Paris Hilton and Mother Teresa...

in my case, i feel like I just got myself into a sex tape and it's just released by Rick Solomon to the public.. what have I done actually... do I look weird..? do I have three eyes? or fake boobs? or two heads....? tell me now, please.....! it really makes me uncomfortable.... I don't stare people that much... maybe occasionally... but that is too much... I really feel like someone just got a whole slushie and laugh hysterically about it...

like this...

I just wanna go the toilet and put on some eye-liner and sing "Whataya Want from Me?"

Christina Aguilera, the Burlesque

2010-08-08T21:06:00.004+10:00

Christina Aguilera will make her first theatrical and musical appearance on Burlesque, a film about a "small town girl with a big voice"... I wonder where I heard that because it sounds familiar to me.. probably because it sounds very cliche'... set to be released this November 2010, there are so many established actors/actress worked in the film as well... like Cam Gigandet (Twilight's James & Never Back Down), Cher (the living legend), Kristen Bell (Veronica Mars and Gossip Girl), Eric Dane (Grey's Anatomy), Julianne Hough (Dancing With the Stars) and contestant from So You Think You Can Dance... and rumors has it, Dianna Argon who played the pregger in Glee, Quinn Fabray will be featured in the film too...

Well, let's just pray the history of flop-ness (referring to Aguilera's Bionic) doesn't repeat in this film as well because it's not fair for the other actors... Just because some of us destined to be a flop doesn't mean everyone around us needs to be floppy too...

but.... all of a sudden I remember a film with the same concept.. have you heard of a film called "Coyote Ugly"? does it ring a bell? why do I have a feeling that this musical have the same storyline...? with a small town girl with a big dream to make it to hollywood, found herself in some kind of bar, and met someone with experience and finally make it to the center of the stage.... meet a hottie and enemy, what else....

and you know what... I don't think I give Christina enough credit for trying to make it on the silver screen. I haven't watch the whole film yet.... and the trailer looked so good.... and exciting... whatever it is we wanna say about it, lets wait this upcoming November.....

impossible..... by shontelle....

2010-08-08T14:52:00.002+10:00

i have a question for you... have U ever experienced a song keep on playing in your head especially in the middle of the exam...? i did... instead of remembering the formulas and notes to answer every single question, my head keeps on playing different songs and I was like... get the hell out of my head...!!! i'm tryin' to move on with my life here..... well, right now this is what's going in my head... I'm not in exam season,yet... but I just can't get enough of this song...

anyway, "Impossible" actually released 4 months ago and I just found out about its existence last 2 weeks... and since then, everywhere I go, I'll be like walking in the rain while playing the song in my ipod... tryin' to imagine the feeling... ok.... no... that's probably not true.... but I did accidentally listened the song while waiting for the bus in the middle of a heavy rain... i feel like a superstar (would U stop, narcissus..?)...

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Pop [V]ultures

2010-08-07T23:05:00.009+10:00

just watched channel [V] and the VJ was talking about excessive promotions in some music videos...I was like, wow...!!! I never realized that... but then, I turned to my computer and looked back into some music videos from recent years.... when we paused some of them, it really looked like some ads on billboards and newspapers..... U don't agree...? take a look at some of them...

PERFUMES


Britney Spears "Circus"

Britney Spears "3"


Christina Aguilera "Not Myself Tonight"

PHONES

Britney Spears "Womanizer"

Pussycat Dolls "Stickwitu"

Rihanna "Unfaithful"

Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown "No Air"

MISC


Pussycat Dolls "Wait a Minute"

Lady GaGa "Bad Romance"

Lady GaGa & Beyonce Knowles "Telephone"

Christina Aguilera "Ain't No Other Man"

Gwen Stefani "the Sweet Escape"

Rihanna "Take a Bow"

but.. not all music videos promote commercial products... pop stars sometimes show more than that!! some of them are good and some of them are... not so good...

Jennifer Lopez "Jenny From the Block"

Some stars love to show-off their public affairs and their hot men... only to find themselves call it quit a few months later....

Miley Cyrus "Party in the USA"

This is probably a respond to Miss South Caroline's answer on why some people can't locate America on the maps... "I personally believed....!!! some people don't have maps...!! so, Miley learned the lesson and promotes USA to the world so everyone knows where USA is.... U go gurrrrl!!!! It's a party in the USA!!!

Ke$ha "Tik Tok"

This is totally should be banned from minor viewers.. first of all, alcohol makes you do stupid things (like.... wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy in someone's house and steal their child's gold bike)... second of all, wake up in a bath tub is not healthy bcuz it can really messed up your neck... third of all, don't brush your teeth with a bottle of jack... bcuz they don't taste good.... in conclusion, promoting alcohol to the public is not cool....!!

Paris Hilton "Nothing in This World"

Listen up ladies... pedophilia is illegal...!! it's a child abuse... it means, dating an underage teen is not allowed in most countries. for the underages, time will come, sweetie... just wait for another years... ok....

Kylie Minogue "Slow"

OMG ya'll... That's awkward... especially for those guys next to him... I don't know which one of them had turned him ON.... but for me, there's nothing more embarrassing other than a loud fart and public erection....

Britney Spears "Womanizer"

Probably tired reading headlines regarding her "over-weight" figure, she flaunted her body in a sexy music video featuring a hot male model in a sauna.. so, whose jaw is dropping now? huh!!! Go Britney!!!

Lady GaGa "Alejandro"

Apart from disturbing act of swallowing rosary beads and machine gun bra, GaGa also simulating a threesome act with gays on different beds... to the ladies, please don't try this at home cuz it "taste" different...

Katy Perry "California Gurls"

"that is not sexy!!! or sanitary!!!"... ~Betty Suarez 2008~

I don't know if any other california girl would do that, but laying on a cotton candy sounds ewww to me.. what if they got "stuck" into that part.... or between the "mountains"....?

I guess that's pretty much it.. there's tons of them but this is what I have in my video collections.....

*I'm sorry for my poor quality images cuz I capture the image from the video files.... so.... hmmm...

love the way you lie (official music video)

2010-08-07T19:09:00.004+10:00

finally, the wait is over... another #1 hits by both stars and I gotta say, it's not surprising. everybody knows they will make the best hit-maker team after "Not Afraid" from his new album "Recovery" spawned the same success worldwide. in comparison to his previous works, Recovery (by far) features more mature contents (by mature, I'm not talking about XXX), darkness (possibly) and emotional expressions. Eminem is well-known for his over-the-top pop culture references and X-rated lyrics but for this album, he's going on another direction.. probably positive, I think...

yesterday, the official music video premiered on Youtube and by far (6.47pm Australian Time) viewed by more than 4.6 millions viewers. the top music video director, Joseph Khan (who previously worked with Britney Spears and Lady GaGa) featured the hottie Megan Fox as the lady who struggled with domestic violence (or is it hardcore sex?) bcuz I'm not sure what's actually happening between her and her boyfriend.. for 10 seconds they're arguing and the next 10 seconds they're kissing passionately.. I'll never understand how love-life works bcuz they looked complicated to me..

oooh wait... why don't I give my stupid personal interpretation of the video?
let me see....

the video started with Rihanna sings her "only" verse of the song in front of a burning house.. and Fox sitting in a living room "holding" or playing with a little fire in her hands... then Emimen started to sing his part on a dried field and Fox wake up in her BF arms only to find herself in another pillow fight... or slumber party... dramas begin... she's leaving the guy... hot make-out session took place.... then the guy take over the living room and flashbacks started... that's when I lost tracks of time bcuz I don't know which flashbacks started first.... they met at a bar, and then stealing booze, bar-fight, another kissing scene(s), another arguments and on and on.. until the scenes where both of them burning in fire.... and in the end, the guy is actually Eminem...

so, in conclusion don't play with fire bcuz it will burn the player very bad... like Fox, she knew the guy he met at the bar was a bad guy, and doing some bad things. in the end, that's when the honeymoon ended, days in hell started.... so don't play with the fire!!!!!!

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before i'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

teen choice awards 2010 nominees are...

2010-08-06T14:33:00.007+10:00

less than a week from now, everybody will talk about one of the most sought after awards ceremonies of the year... we just don't know it yet, what controversy will be the headlines on the cover of news paper and hit the viral world. Though it's not that big of a deal for some people, it is for all nominees bcuz well, teenagers are the biggest crowd of all age groups and if u can make it here, U can make it everywhere.... in other words, you're still visible on the map...

anyway, back to the bussiness.. this year's ceremony will be hosted by our california gurl, Katy Perry and will be aired this Monday, August 9th, to be exact on Fox 8pm ET. Lots of performers will be featured including Jason Derulo, Travie Mccoy, Katy Perry herself and many more..

"too-rude-to-be-true?"

the nominations announced last June 14th and lots of new categories introduce this year. they are all separated into "Movie", "TV", "Music", "Summer", "Fashion" and "Other". I guess that's better bcuz watching the same winner for every category is annoying (I'm not talking about you twilight.. or did I? oh... I totally did....!)... when we talk about nominations, as always there must be some nominees which are stand out as the dark horses with nominations in various category..

this year, the "iron man 2" and "gossip girl" (oh wow... really?... I thought everyone forget about the show already!) leading the nominations with six while "glee" and "new moon" (of course!) with five. on the music side the three ladies (Beyonce, Lady Gaga & Taylor Swift) which I called "the trinity" as usual nominated for their respective categories.the teen sensation Justin Bieber will never stop spreading the bieber fever and also nominated for some different categories...another nominees are Cyrus, Ke$ha, Adam Lambert, Carrie Underwood, Selena Gomez and many more..

You know what, I don't think there's enough space to talk about the nominations.. Why don't we just scroll the list and find out if your favorite celebrity is nominated.... (i'm not gonna talk about new moon... we don't have to wait for the big night to reveal the results...so long vampire bitches!)

MOVIES

Choice Movie: Action Adventure
G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra
Kick-Ass
Robin Hood
Sherlock Holmes
The Losers

Choice Movie Actor: Action Adventure
Nicolas Cage, Kick-Ass
Russell Crowe, Robin Hood
Matt Damon, Green Zone
Robert Downey Jr., Sherlock Holmes
Channing Tatum, G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra

Choice Movie Actress: Action Adventure
Cate Blanchett, Robin Hood
Mila Kunis, The Book of Eli
Rachel McAdams, Sherlock Holmes
Sienna Miller, G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra
Zoe Saldana, The Losers

Choice Movie: Sci-Fi
2012
Avatar
District 9
Iron Man 2
The Time Traveler's Wife

Choice Movie Actor: Sci-Fi
Sharlto Copley, District 9
John Cusack, 2012
Robert Downey Jr., Iron Man 2
Jude Law, Repo Men
Sam Worthington, Avatar

Choice Movie Actress: Sci-Fi
Scarlett Johansson, Iron Man 2
Rachel McAdams, The Time Traveler's Wife
Gwyneth Paltrow, Iron Man 2
Amanda Peet, 2012
Zoe Saldana, Avatar

Choice Movie: Fantasy
Alice in Wonderland
Clash of the Titans
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time
The Twilight Saga: New Moon

Choice Movie Actor: Fantasy
Johnny Depp, Alice in Wonderland
Jake Gyllenhaal, Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time
Taylor Lautner, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Robert Pattinson, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Sam Worthington, Clash of the Titans

Choice Movie Actress: Fantasy
Gemma Arterton, Clash of the Titans, Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time
Rosario Dawson, Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief
Kristen Stewart, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Mia Wasikowska, Alice in Wonderland
Emma Watson, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

Choice Movie: Drama
The Blind Side
Dear John
The Last Song
Remember Me
The Runaways

Choice Movie Actor: Drama
Jake Gyllenhaal, Brothers
Tobey Maguire, Brothers
Robert Pattinson, Remember Me
Jeremy Renner, The Hurt Locker
Channing Tatum, Dear John

Choice Movie Actress: Drama
Sandra Bullock, The Blind Side
Miley Cyrus, The Last Song
Dakota Fanning, The Runaways
Amanda Seyfried, Dear John
Kristen Stewart, The Runaways

Choice Movie: Romantic Comedy
The Back-up Plan
Just Wright
Letters to Juliet
The Proposal
Valentine's Day

Choice Movie Actor: Romantic Comedy
Gerard Butler, The Ugly Truth, The Bounty Hunter
Josh Duhamel, When in Rome
Joseph Gordon-Levitt, (500) Days of Summer
Ashton Kutcher, Valentine's Day
Ryan Reynolds, The Proposal

Choice Movie Actress: Romantic Comedy
Kristen Bell, When in Rome
Sandra Bullock, The Proposal
Queen Latifah, Valentine's Day, Just Wright
Jennifer Lopez, The Back-up Plan
Amanda Seyfried, Letters to Juliet

Choice Movie: Comedy
Date Night
Get Him to the Greek
Hot Tub Time Machine
Killers
She's Out of My League

Choice Movie Actor: Comedy
Russell Brand, Get Him to the Greek
Steve Carell, Date Night
Jonah Hill, Get Him to the Greek
Ashton Kutcher, Killers
Chris Rock, Death at a Funeral

Choice Movie Actress: Comedy
Kristen Bell, Couples Retreat
Lizzy Caplan, Hot Tub Time Machine
Tina Fey, Date Night
Zoe Saldana, Death at a Funeral
Emma Stone, Zombieland

Choice Movie: Horror/Thriller
A Nightmare on Elm Street
Paranormal Activity
Shutter Island
Splice
The Stepfather

Choice Movie Actor: Horror/Thriller
Penn Badgley, The Stepfather
Adam Brody, Jennifer's Body
Leonardo DiCaprio, Shutter Island
Jackie Earle Haley, A Nightmare on Elm Street
Micah Sloat, Paranormal Activity

Choice Movie Actress: Horror/Thriller
Katie Cassidy, Nightmare on Elm Street
Megan Fox, Jennifer's Body
Audrina Patridge, Sorority Row
Michelle Williams, Shutter Island
Rumer Willis, Sorority Row

Choice Movie: Animated
How to Train Your Dragon
Marmaduke
The Princess and the Frog
Shrek Forever After
Toy Story 3

Choice Movie: Villain
Joseph Gordon-Levitt, G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra
Stephen Lang, Avatar
Rachelle Lefevre, The Twilight Saga: New Moon
Christopher Mintz-Plasse, Kick-Ass
Mickey Rourke, Iron Man 2

Choice Movie: Dance
Sandra Bullock and Betty White, The Proposal
Miley Cyrus and Liam Hemsworth, The Last Song
Robert Downey Jr., Iron Man 2
Tina Fey and Steve Carell, Date Night
Michael Jackson, This Is It

TELEVISION

Choice TV Show: Drama
90210
Gossip Girl
Grey's Anatomy
House
The Secret Life of the American Teenager

Choice TV Actor: Drama
Penn Badgley, Gossip Girl
Ken Baumann, The Secret Life of the American Teenager
Chace Crawford, Gossip Girl
Daren Kagasoff, The Secret Life of the American Teenager
Tristan Wilds, 90210

Choice TV Actress: Drama
Sophia Bush, One Tree Hill
Blake Lively, Gossip Girl
Leighton Meester, Gossip Girl
Olivia Wilde, House
Shailene Woodley, The Secret Life of the American Teenager

Choice TV Show: Fantasy/Sci-Fi
Fringe
Lost
Smallville
Supernatural
The Vampire Diaries

Choice TV Actor: Fantasy/Sci-Fi
Josh Holloway, Lost
Joshua Jackson, Fringe
Ryan Kwanten, True Blood
Tom Welling, Smallville
Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries

Choice TV Actress: Fantasy/Sci-Fi
Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries
Evangeline Lilly, Lost
Hayden Panettiere, Heroes
Anna Paquin, True Blood
Anna Torv, Fringe

Choice TV Show: Action
24
Burn Notice
Chuck
Human Target
NCIS: Los Angeles

Choice TV Actor: Action
Jeffrey Donovan, Burn Notice
Zachary Levi, Chuck
LL Cool J, NCIS: Los Angeles
Kiefer Sutherland, 24
Mark Valley, Human Target

Choice TV Actress: Action
Gabrielle Anwar, Burn Notice
Mary Lynn Rajskub, 24
Daniela Ruah, NCIS: Los Angeles
Katee Sackhoff, 24
Yvonne Strahovski, Chuck

Choice TV Show: Comedy
The Big Bang Theory
GLEE
Modern Family
Sonny with a Chance
Wizards of Waverly Place

Choice TV Actor: Comedy
Steve Carell, The Office
Jonas Brothers, JONAS
Sterling Knight, Sonny With a Chance
Cory Monteith, GLEE
Jim Parsons, The Big Bang Theory

Choice TV Actress: Comedy
Miranda Cosgrove, iCarly
Kaley Cuoco, The Big Bang Theory
Selena Gomez, Wizards of Waverly Place
Demi Lovato, Sonny With a Chance
Lea Michele, GLEE

Choice TV: Animated Show
American Dad
The Cleveland Show
Family Guy
South Park
Star Wars: The Clone Wars

Choice TV: Reality Show
The Hills
Jersey Shore
Keeping Up with the Kardashians
The Price of Beauty
Taking The Stage

Choice TV: Reality Competition Show
American Idol
America's Next Top Model
Dancing with the Stars
Project Runway
Randy Jackson Presents: America's Best Dance Crew

Choice TV: Male Reality/Variety Star
Paul "DJ Pauly D" DelVecchio, Jersey Shore
Lee DeWyze, American Idol
Brody Jenner, The Hills
Bret Michaels, Celebrity Apprentice
Michael "The Situation" Sorrentino, Jersey Shore

Choice TV: Female Reality/Variety Star
Crystal Bowersox, American Idol
Kristin Cavallari, The Hills
Lauren Conrad, The Hills
The Kardashians, Keeping Up with the Kardashians
Nicole "Snooki" Polizzi, Jersey Shore

Choice TV: Villain
Russell Hantz, Survivor: Heroes Vs. Villains
Jane Lynch, Glee
Terry O'Quinn, Lost
Ian Somerhalder, The Vampire Diaries
Ed Westwick, Gossip Girl

MUSIC

Choice Music: Male Artist
Justin Bieber
Jason Derulo
Drake
Adam Lambert
Usher

Choice Music: Female Artist
Miley Cyrus
Ke$ha
Lady Gaga
Shakira
Taylor Swift

Choice Music: Group
The Black Eyed Peas
GLEE Cast
Selena Gomez & The Scene
New Boyz
Young Money

Choice Music: Rap Artist
Drake
Eminem
Jay-Z
Ludacris
Pit Bull

Choice Music: R&B Artist
Beyoncé
Alicia Keys
Rihanna
Trey Songz
Usher

Choice Music: Rock Group
Kings of Leon
MGMT
Muse
Paramore
Train

Choice Music: Male Country Artist
Luke Bryan
Kenny Chesney
Brad Paisley
Darius Rucker
Keith Urban

Choice Music: Female Country Artist
Miranda Lambert
Martina McBride
Taylor Swift
Carrie Underwood
Gretchen Wilson

Choice Music: Country Group
Gloriana
Lady Antebellum
Rascal Flatts
Sugarland
Zac Brown Band

SPORTS

Choice Athlete: Male
David Beckham (Soccer)
Drew Brees (Football)
LeBron James (Basketball)
Apolo Anton Ohno (Speedskating)
Albert Pujols (Baseball)

Choice Athlete: Female
Candace Parker (Basketball)
Danica Patrick (Auto Racing)
Misty May Treanor (Volleyball)
Lindsey Vonn (Skiing)
Serena Williams (Tennis)

Choice Action Sports Athlete: Male
Travis Pastrana (Motocross)
Kevin Pearce (Snowboarding)
Ryan Sheckler (Skateboarding)
Kelly Slater (Surfing)
Shaun White (Snowboarding)

Choice Action Sports Athlete: Female
Torah Bright (Snowboarding)
Sarah Burke (Skiing)
Ashley Fiolek (Motocross)
Maya Gabeira (Surfing)
Hannah Teter (Snowboarding)

OTHER

Choice Comedian
Aziz Ansari
Ellen DeGeneres
Jimmy Fallon
Chelsea Handler
George Lopez

antagonist

2010-08-04T00:47:00.005+10:00

I was just watching Bad Girls Club, LOL (Live Out Loud) on MTV and I gotta say, I love those girls.. Some of them are really trashed... and messed up like you could never imagine, unless you're one of them... I never see such situation where the word "bitch" mentioned almost a hundred times.... on second thought, that's totally true... There's no other accurate adjective to explain their behavior...It's actually a program where some girls with problems (issues) living in a sorority kinda-house and supposed to make attitude make-over but when there's tons of other bitches in the house, no one's gonna sit back and enjoy being the victims... and you know what, the minute the first fight was on, there'll be a competition to be who will be the most outrageous, over-the-top bitch among the bitches...It's like watching ANTM minus the photoshots and judging panel and of course, how-great-Tyra Banks-is show.

So, I'm gonna talk about the episode I watch last night.... There's this girl who talk about her hometown in every second available on-camera.... Boston here, Boston there... Boston this... Boston that.... Every girl in the house get really annoyed with the obsession and I was wondering too, what's so great about Boston..... I mean... whatever.....and then, we have this one girl where everything is all about her.. the universe is orbits around her and every single second is her show.. I mean, come on!! It's not all about you.. Get over yourself...!! You're not that great... But then, towards the end of the show, there's actually a part of the show about her... It's called "the Amber Show" and she really pulled it off...

So, that's the only part of the show I know cuz I watched only half of the show.... I'll probably watch it again cuz I love catfights. The fight are much more real and makes more sense than any other shows... I love every single word that came out of their mouth... So true and hilarious at some points... They're just, very comfortable with their own skin and never feel sorry to be their true-self cuz no one is too-good-to-be-true..... Though sometimes they may have got in the wrong side, but they know no one will know the reasons why if they keep their mouth shut.... cuz people are gonna make a lot of assumptions and some of them are possibly wrong....

If I only I got the courage to speaks my mind like that, I'll be very happy. I mean, sometimes we really need to shake things off a bit and let it out to be heard... It'll make you crazy if you keep it inside and just swallow the regrets and rages. I prefer called the antagonist of the whole story-line rather than the one-with-no-balls... but then I realized, I would never do that, cuz I'm just a disgusting little rat who existence would never be noticed.. I would never have that much confidence to be called bitch, stuck up and villainous cuz if that's who I am, probably I'll just have to suck it up and live with it... and move on... cuz correct me if I'm wrong.... everything that happened today probably not that much big of a deal 10 years later from now... so, just sit back and enjoy the show while it last cuz some dramas probably a comedy show....

So, let's enjoy being the antagonist cuz bad girls/guys are hot!!!

a friend of mine....

2010-08-01T17:50:00.007+10:00

I have a friend, that I can't mention for now... but he's been with me since forever... if I really need to rank who's the most loyal friend, I must say he'll be the first on the list... in fact, as long as I believe, he's been there for me long before I was born...

My teacher always tell me, he's the gold... he's the most precious gold in the world.. and even more valuable then that... and I believe him... but then, when I hit puberty, it hits me... he's simply irreplaceable like Beyonce once said.. "to the left, to the left"... oh wait, that was one bad metaphor...

some people might say, he's the money.... everyone in the world can't get him back once he left us... not even the richest people in the world... not even Oprah... or Queen Elizabeth... my apologize your majesty.... but that's the ugly truth... because of him, every single person go on a race against him and try to be better than him.... people even make money out of him...

Sometimes when I looked back, he always remind me how beautiful my life was... full of joy and laughter.... and I was carefree back then... I don't even know what life has in store for me.... if I only knew how my life turned out like this very moment, I would teach myself to be strong, and grateful for everything that ever happened to me... he always remind me to cherish every breath that I take on this planet... but I'm just very proud back then... I never listen to him.. and I even ignore him and made him enemy....I turned my back on him.... I'm drowning... dreaming... and wishing for something that will never be mine...

but then I took a little time to learn what I've done to him... how I waste every single chance he gave me, to not to be a disappointment... how I waste every single shot that he gave me to aim for the brighter path... but I was so dumb.... probably still am.... I chose the wrong line... I chose not to listen every little voice that he whispered to my ears.. oh how I can be better than this.....

so it's time to reveal who is he... it's not a big surprise.... each and everyone of us have him as a friend... he's the time... T.I.M.E.... see, I told you he's even more valuable than anything in the world can offer us... no one can turn back the clock.... no one can predict what he's got for us in the future.... but I will never learn the lesson... I'll keep on doing the same mistakes that I did.. and I'll never listen to him.... but hey... it's never too late.... we still have him.... we still have time.... if there is no happy ending, it's not over yet.... like King Khan once said.... (the best part starts at 1:38)

"They say, if U want something with all your heart... then the universe will help you get it....

Today, you all have given me everything that I wanted...

I am thankful to you all that you've turned my dreams into reality....

I feel like the king of the world!!

Thank U for making me believe that.. just like in our films... in life too...

finally in the end.. everything will be OK.... Happy endings!!

and if it's not happy....

then it's not the end my friends... the film is not over yet... "

*Happy Friendship day!!!!!!

ghetto witness, ya'll!!

2010-08-01T01:44:00.005+10:00

this is hilarious.. probably the best news coverage EVER!!! this video was uploaded last Wednesday (07/28/2010) and by far have more than 1.5 millions... it's all about a woman wake up in the middle of the night, only to find a complete stranger laying next to her on bed.... probably scary experience for us.... the stranger can be a killer, or robber or terrorist... in this case.. the stranger was a rapist...

"I was attacked by some idiot from out here in the projects..." that's what the victim said about the incident...

the most interesting part is... when the reporter interviewed her brother, Antoine Dodson whose I gotta say, a legend on prime time news.. with his red bandana on and black tank top, he threatened the rapist he'll come and get him.. I'm just... I'm speechless... he's even more upset than her sister.. he's so mad y'all.. he's so mad...!!

"well... obviously... we have a rapist in LINKIN PARK.. he's climbing in your window.. he's snatchin' you people up tryna rape 'em.. so ya'll need to hide your kids.. hide your wives... hide your husband... cuz they raping everybody out here"

the rapist is a member of linkin park? which one? that would be a hot surprise visit...... and one more thing... the rapist rapes the husbands too.. he's fucking horny...and adventurous too.. what on earth he climbed up the window and trying to do some nasty work on that lady? if she's Beyonce, I'm not surprised.. but allow me to be frank.... she's not that kind of lady that really turn us on.. on the other hand... ***y as hell... one suggestion for you, dear rapist.... please consider a hotter target cuz U really are losing your sense of taste in woman.....

"you don't have to come and confess.. we're looking for you... we gon' find you... so you can run and tell that.. homeboy!!

oh no you didn't!!!! snap!!! gurrlll... you better watch them steps cuz he's looking for you... oh yes... he's gon give you bitch slap up in your ass...
wait.... who's gonna come and confess after a hell of coverage all over the nation... if that's gonna happen... he's really an armature rapist....

"we got your t-shirt... you done left fingerprints and all... you are so dumb.. you are really dumb.. for real...."

If he's going to be famous for this, I hope he has his own show... I'm totally a fan.... he's got a hell of speech right there... with attitude... gurrrllll..... u're so dumb!! u are really dumb!! for real....!!! uhhhuhh!!!

new jock on the block!!!

2010-07-31T20:39:00.005+10:00

OK... "let me be the one to break the silence".. I quote the evil-but-lovable sue sylvester to dish about another actor cast on 2nd season's of international hits series, Glee.... the actor sure has one of the strangest name on earth next to Lady GaGa... but his look is not that bad.... he has the resemblance of Kellan Lutz, with longer hair and smaller in figure...

Chord Overstreet (pictured on the left side) will be playing Sam, the newest jock that will join New Direction, started-off as Finn Hudson protege and turned out to be his competition later on.... it's just, none of us sure which competition will be the battlefield... is it the musical stage? sport field? love stake? or popularity?

Or is he the one that will portrayed Kurt Hummel love interest? cuz it is confirmed that Hummel will find himself a boyfriend and become the power couple of the year... that would be an interesting twist... everybody's waiting for Hummel to meet a hotter jock than Hudson bcuz he really deserves it....

anyway, don't forget to check it out this september because there are many stars will be cast on Glee like Charice, a proud Pinoy, John Stamos (despite dubbed as not talented by Emma P, ironically he will be playing her lover) and many more... the words on the street told me, JLo and Susan Boyle will be featured in one episode.....

OK....That's enough spoilers for one day.. Don't forget to tune in for more heart-breaking yet interesting ground-breaking news...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO....U know U Hate me... XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

another night in Paris!!!

2010-07-31T19:59:00.004+10:00

Oh no she did not!!! R U freakin' serious??? Have U lost your mind? OMG.....

OK relax... relax... calm the fuck down...!!! this is not a post about another sequel of paris hilton's sex tape.. I think most of us have already get over it... who cares if she makes another sex tape... after all, she's paris hilton.. it's not a ground-breaking news anymore....

well, today I'm gonna talk about something that is not really new but probably rare... I know.. I'm a lame gossip seeker... tell me about it... the heiress/socialite/actress/model/author/tv star/porn star/fashion designer/prisoner/song writer/singer will hit international airwaves with her sophomore album inspired by Aussie's pop queen Kylie Minogue probably soon..

"I've been really inspired by her. I wanted my music to kind of emulate her. I love her sound and I love the way she is.".. she told Britain's Heat magazine....

I don't know what to say.. I'm not sure which side to stand because more than 80% tabloid out there probably predicted the album to be a flop but I don't think she's really that bad... Just because she's "white trash" or anything equivalent, doesn't mean she can't be good on something... Yeah, I know.... one might say she takes credit on the songwriting and paid a lot of money to the song-writer for it.. but... who cares... they composed a song for money after all.. what's the different...

but hey, her 2006 debut album, Paris was kinda good and I admit, loved some tracks in it like "Star are Blind" and "Nothing in This World".... the album surprisingly peaked at #6 on US Billboard 200, reached top 10 in other countries like Canada, Austria, Japan, Sweeden & Swiss... though some gossip blogger and music critics dubbed the album as a failure, but some of them think otherwise.... even Billboard magazine gave good review about the album....I suppose.... singles like "Stars are Blind" was one of the highest debuting singles of 2006 in the US...other singles like "Screwed" and "Turn it Up" did well too..

Anyway, some tracks from the upcoming album had already been premiered like "My BFF" which is the theme song for her latest "reality show" Paris Hilton's My New BFF.... "Paris For President" released October last year... to be honest, I doubt the truth when she stated she "wrote all the songs" but why don't we wait for the realease date and judge it ourselves... the album production is featuring Mike Green, which is known for his works with bands like "Paramore" and "the Matches"... but... like I said... just wait and see....

Some confirmed tracks are

"JAILHOUSE baby"

"Platinum Blonde"

"Crave"

"My BFF"

"Paris For President"

"Girl Tax"

Preview of the tracks on the album... Sounds good though....

It's Dynamite!!!

2010-07-29T18:17:00.006+10:00

here we go!!! this is the music video for his latest hits "Dynamite", Taio Cruz proved he's not just the "one hit wonder" kinda guy... the "Break your Heart" singer just marked his 2nd top 10 hits single with Dynamite peaked on #4 on Billboard Hits 100 so far... Though I think I prefer Break Your Heart, but I do believe Dynamite got its groove and probably over-played on night club all over the globe.... U know what, why don't U just watch the video and enjoy the song.... it's explosive!!

I came to dance, dance, dance, dance
I hit the floor
'Cause that's my, plans, plans, plans, plans
I'm wearing all my favorite
Brands, brands, brands, brands
Give me space for both my hands, hands, hands, hands
Ye, ye
Cause it goes on and on and on
And it goes on and on and on

Yeah!

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

I came to move, move, move, move
Get out the way me and my crew, crew, crew, crew
I'm in the club so I'm gonna do, do, do, do
Just what the fuck, came here to do, do, do, do

Ye, ye

Cause it goes on and on and on
And it goes on and on and on

Yeah!

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

I'm gonna take it all like,
I'm gonna be the last one standing,
I'm alone and all I
I'm gonna be the last one landing
'Cause I, I, I Believe it
And I, I, I
I just want it all, I just want it all
I'm gonna put my hands in the air
Hands in the air
Put your hands in the air

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

Is This the Real Life? Is This Just Fantasy?

2010-07-27T19:51:00.012+10:00

No doubt, this is the best classic rock song in the history... Very... authentic.... and unique in every way... When I first heard the full song performed by Vocal Adrenaline (Glee Season Finale), I thought they changed the arrangement because they sounded very "Broadway" and so theatrical....... but then I took some time to listen the original version, Vocal Adrenaline didn't changed a thing... They sang the original version as it is... I was like... WOW!!!!!..... After that I had a hard time to classify the genre because no other rock song sounded like this one...

My fav part of the song is the opera part when the song rapidly change the tempo as well as the mood of the song... I mean, if I were in the Queen's concert, I feel like suddenly thrown into a queer Italian opera... The harmony is fantastic and how they played with the vocal multi-tracking is just brilliant.... It gives me chill and excitiment at the same time.. How's that...? It's just, I'm just confused, what Galileo, the astronomer had done to him? and who is Scaramouch? Is he have anything to do with the silhouetto of the man? or the fandango?

Other than that, it's brilliant.... and the used of words BISMILLAH shocked me... I wonder which one of the band members is/was a muslim...

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy (Poor boy)
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows
Doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life has just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody
I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, oooooooh (Anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
Sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

[Guitar Solo]

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me
(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo Figaro
Magnifico-o-o-o-o
I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let me go (Will not let you go)
Let me go (Will not let you go) (Never, never, never, never)
Let me go, o, o, o, o
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama Mia, let me go
Beelzebub has the devil put aside for me, for me, for me!

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

[Guitar Solo]
(Oooh yeah, Oooh yeah)

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows...

I love how Freddie Mercury expressed the melancholy especially the last lines of the song... I really feel the heart-broken and the darkness inside him... Somehow, the song itself speaks the last years of his life.... "Nothing really matters to me"... He's trying to tell the world what he hid for so long that really needs to be understood. Who would've thought the flamboyant front-man of a rock band ended his life the way he did..

I mean, homo********* and rockers is two different world that is almost impossible to emerge. Rock is a symbol of masculinity. Of course when we referred to Adam Lambert it's a different story cuz he was a drag queen, but this is Freddie we talk about.. He's one of the greatest rock vocalist in history. Nothing through out his career that made her "bent" towards the other side of the "world" except the fact that he sent to an all-boys school as a kid, but that doesn't mean he's likely end up to feel that way....

OK.. I'll stop right there. I'm not going to be skeptical about his life's choice.. After all, everyone is capable of almost anything...OMG..... What the fuck I'm talking about.... I was supposed to conclude, no matter who he chose to be, I'll always love his masterpieces especially this one and "Somebody to Love" .... There are just genius... The lyrics is very symbolic and touch everyone through the bone....

P/S : Freddie looked like Jehan Miskin in this music video....
take a look at this.... (ketiak basah la pulak)

Anastasia, a Russian Princess

2010-07-25T21:14:00.001+10:00

"Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
or how a road can seem so seems long
or how the world can seems so vast
courage see me through
heart i trust in you
on this journey to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
well starting here my life begins
starting now, im learning fast
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
On this journey to the past

Heart don't fail me now
courage don't desert me
Home, love, family
There was once a time
I must've had them too
Home, love, family
I will never be complete until I find you

One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
Onto find my future
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
And bring me home
At Last"

Sweet Home Alabama....

2010-07-25T04:09:00.004+10:00

"Spoiled is in the eye of the beholder... Like these plums here.... Some people might called them "spoiled", but I think that, these almost ruined ones, sometimes makes the sweetest jam".........

and this is the sweetest scene in the movie, when young Melanie (played by Dakota Fanning) kissed young Jake after delievered the most romantic line....

Young Melanie

"What do U want to be married to me for, anyhow?"

Young Jake

"So I can kiss you anytime I want"

Satu Dalam Sejuta (By Bosson)

2010-07-25T00:52:00.002+10:00

You're one in a million
Oh
Now
You're one in a million
Oh

Sometimes love can hit you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
A smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me

[Chorus x 2]

In the beginning I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it was impossible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and you were the same
And when you didn't want me I wanted you because
The funny thing about it is I liked the show
I like it when its difficult
I like it when its hard
Then you know its worth it
That you found your heart

[Chorus x 2]

You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million

The Princess Diaries

2010-07-24T04:23:00.004+10:00

"Courage is not the absence of fear... but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.... the brave may not live forever.... but the cautious do not live at all.... From now own, you'll be traveling the road between who you think you are.. and who you can be.. the key is to allow yourself to make the journey....."

Confession of an Heiress...

2010-07-18T19:40:00.002+10:00

"There's so many rumors out there that are ridiculous. You know I don't have time to clear out every single rumor or else I'd probably on there all day doing it. But you know sometimes there's things that happened. I can just go on out there tell my fans the truth"

I Dreamed a Dream

2010-06-25T11:04:00.001+10:00

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

Such a beautiful & heartfelt song... I luv the intensity and emotion..... I just LUV it!!

Blah Blah Blah

2010-06-23T19:16:00.001+10:00

nggak tau apa patut kasi nama ini post, so letak blah blah blah... seswai la jgk tue...

anyway, I was having a hard time recently cuz I got overly pathetic marks for an assignment.. dlm kepala lutut penulis (bukan username sbenar) konfem la gagal ini subjek... coba bayangkan dlm 20 mrkh penuh dpat 2.5 mrkah jer... I was like, what the frog!!!! ingat yer, 20 mrkh tu dah mmng 20 drp 100 mrkh sbnar utk sem nie... terus penulis down smnggu dua... dah rasa gelap gelita, gegak gempita dunia ni rasanya... mcm mana nak skor ni kan... final exam pon belum tntu dpt mrkh yg cemerlang gemilang trbilang... so... I was having a major wake up call for this subject, other subject as well.. thank god... klu x, masih lgi penulis dibuai fantasi asmara dana.. x sntuh lngsung nota tue.... last2 minute baru nak bukak...

then, penulis try check grade kat blackboard, its not that bad actually... walaupon x smpai sparuh drp 50 carry marks, boley la survive actually... final exam pon, xlar sesusah mana pon (walaupon x abis jwp AS USUAL)... tp yg pnting aim pnulis skrg adalah lepas.... (amboi, x brwawasan lngsung!!)

my concern skrg, physics... OMG... trkesima penulis spnjng 2 jam exam tue... blum smpai 5 minit dah abis scan soalan... satu habuk pon x tau... ada la actually tu pon trpksa pikirin dekat stngh jam... x tau la n nnti nasib penulis mcm mana... ku berserah jer la ek...

moral of the story, dun give up yer murid2... walaupon jalan kat depan tu nmpk kelam, kabut, gelap.. redah jer... mana tau ada jalan keluar... klu x pon, patah balik... cari torch light... msti ada jalan kluar pnya.... kali ni bawak GPS pulak... (mcm lecturer la pulak ni kan....)

NUTELLA

2010-06-06T07:44:00.002+10:00

U know, when everything we wish never happen already happened, U gotta stop worrying too much. The more U think about it, the more they become worst. So, stop thinking U stupid brain!!!! The worst is already there after all. So, don't bother walk the line. It will make the void in Ur heart bleeds even more. Whatever happen from today, just keep in mind, there's more unfortunate things happened in ur life before. U're lucky for being alive up until this moment. It's the only thing U have now. So, cherish every moment of it before U're called "Corpse"...

So dear brain.... Please tell this body U deserve to be happy. To hell with every single thing that made U unhappy.

*I don't know why I named this post NUTELLA... Maybe bcuz it's the only thing that popped in front of me right now.

aMeRiCaN iDoL 9 iS.....

2010-05-28T01:45:00.002+10:00

Suma org sdh tau.. Huahuahua.... Ambik masa lewat sikit utk buat post nie... Takut mengganggu jiwa raga sesapa yg belum tngok... Gitew.... So... Let the video speak for itself... Plus... No one wants to listen to my personal life, right.....

BYe2 YouTuBe (FoR aWHiLe)

2010-05-15T22:24:00.000+10:00

sdh kali ke-4 aku kena suspended dr utube.. kali ni malas la sdh.... penat pulak aku setiap kali kena suspended buat akaun baru lgi.... Sengal tul kan.. Aku bukan apa.. Sayang pulak ngan subscribers tue.. dah lebih 1300 sdh... tup2 kena suspended la pulak... mngkin youtube bengang kot pasal copyright... wakaka... tp yg herannya, ramai lg org yg letak video yg lebih kurang... x pon kena suspended....

apa2 pun, suma tv series sdh abis pon... so... biar la dulu.. nnti bulan 9 baru mula balik.. wakaka... aku mau berehat la dulu.... baek study.. lg bagus.... ya ngak?

BRaiN FuNcTioN

2010-05-12T23:11:00.001+10:00

korang tau ka, bahawasanya otak kita trbahagi kepada dua bahagian... sebelah kanan dan sebelah kiri...

jadual exam sdh keluar wahai rerakan semua

2010-05-02T23:02:00.001+10:00

OMG... Someone please pinch me....! Exam ndak lama sdh rupanya...! Mcm baru semalam jak aku trdmpr di KL lepas miss my flight to Mbourne... Mcm baru semalam jak proses pindah rumah... Mcm semalam jak aku memandang ke belakang melihat bus loop yg sunyi sepi lepas ditinggalkn 3 bulan spnjng summer holiday... Mcm semalam jak washing machine menghempap muka ku lalu meninggalkn parut.... Skrg parut tu pun sdh mula mnghilang... ndak lama lagi exam menjelang...!! TIdak...!! cepatnya masa brlalu...! sekarang bulan May sdh....!

Padahal2 aku belum mula baca apa2... mcm mana nie...? xkan mau dpt result mcm last year jgk.... wake up azizul!!!.. wake up!!! sila mula mmbaca dr skarang.. nnti menyesal x sdh...!

OK... mula2... aku ingat mau buat jadual study.... walaupun walau... walaupon x diikut.. yg pnting ada pnduan.... ingat!.... study skrg!!!

relax

2010-04-26T17:44:00.000+10:00

Think about something happy.... Or something beautiful like Beyonce, Britney, Adrianna Lima..... How about something funny... Don't let it wandering inside ur brain.... It's not even worth it... Even if it's something that U really care about, U have lost everything.... So losing something not even bothering U anymore... Just let it be.. It will be OK someday.... Amiin...

I.N.G.A.U

2010-04-24T17:34:00.000+10:00

Astagha.. Mula sdh bha rupanya cuti 3 hari (extended weekend)... belum lgi ku mula apa2... Assssssignment brlmbaks (ndak la bha smpai brjuta2 lemon).. siap jua tu klu ku mula awal2.. bukan apa... beibun jak krja ku... konon2 "ok.. malam ni aku mau mula buat..." padahal2.... melakat jua ku di dpan laptop... susah bha kan klu ada laptop ni sbnrnya.... jadi malas bha pula... aduih.... malas tah ku ingau... ok.... mmndngkn ada 3 assssssignment.. dan 3 hari cuti... baik ku susun jadual... (macam banar tu ah....!)... bha... banar2 eh...

OK... mula malam nie... aku buat lab report MSC... snang jak tue... ada jwpn sdh pon... ndak payah pikir pnjng2... lgpun, lab report ni la yg paling awal mau dihantar.. buka jak kelas ari selasa ni, msti sdh siap.... ingat tu!

Lepas tu, esok aku cuba buat summary utk MSC pnya annotated bibliography... walaupun bnyk mau dibuat, tp klu ku start awal2, besok malam boley siap sdh tue... ataupun ,lepas ku siap lab report ini malam, aku baca dulu article yg mau di"summarize" kan.... esok tnggal buat jak... banar ndak tue...?

Naseb baek la cuti St Anzac day ari isnin tu kan... boley la aku start buat assignment physics.. lama sdh bha actually assignment ni.. tp blum abis kena ajar lg.. tnggu la lecturer cover topic2 yg ditnya dlm assignment tue... assignment ni la yg paling payah... sbb bnyk banar soalan nya... kapisan ku mmbaca..... aku patutnya mnggu ni lg start baca nota.. ok... ok... ndak pyh risau.. ada masa lg tue.... jgn khuatir....

OK.... operasi mula malam nie....! jgn lupa...!!!